{"id":9458,"date":"2020-03-03T11:26:11","date_gmt":"2020-03-03T11:26:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/herway.net\/?p=9458"},"modified":"2021-08-12T10:15:04","modified_gmt":"2021-08-12T10:15:04","slug":"colocar-o-inferno-chamado-amor-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/colocar-o-inferno-chamado-amor-2\/","title":{"rendered":"O que \u00e9 que eu fa\u00e7o?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Est\u00e3o a ouvir isto?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

It is the sound of my heart breaking into pieces because you didn\u2019t give me the love I deserve. <\/span><\/p>\n

Sabias como encontrar uma forma de enganar uma rapariga que te amava como nunca tinha amado antes. <\/span><\/p>\n

You never gave me the love I craved so much because you weren\u2019t capable of doing that. I don\u2019t know what kind of idea of true love you have in your head, but it surely is not the same as mine<\/span>. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Couldn\u2019t you see that I was so easy to love?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Don\u2019t you remember that while you were crying, I wiped off all of your tears? <\/span><\/p>\n

Enquanto gritavas \u00e0 meia-noite, eu fazia com que todos os teus medos desaparecessem para sempre. E fui sempre eu que te dei a m\u00e3o durante todos estes anos.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mas em vez de receber todo o vosso amor, n\u00e3o recebi nada. Zero amor. Zero respeito. Toler\u00e2ncia zero. S\u00f3 palavr\u00f5es e abusos todos os dias. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ainda me lembro do dia em que enganaste-me.<\/a> Cheguei a casa e encontrei-te na nossa cama com uma mulher com quem te tinhas enrolado na noite anterior. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe that a man who was telling me how much he loved me and who was kissing me goodnight did this to me. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

This was the biggest act of betrayal and I couldn\u2019t do anything about it. I just left the house while tears mixed with mascara ran down my face. I never felt so much anger and aggression inside of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

Por um momento, assustei-me com o que seria capaz de fazer naquele estado mental. Passados dias, continuava a pensar em ti e na minha m\u00e1 sorte no amor. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t believe that this shit was happening to a normal and a good person like me. But the harsh truth was that it did happen. <\/span><\/p>\n

I couldn\u2019t erase the past and I couldn\u2019t change the way I felt. I could have just accepted it and moved on.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Um dia, enquanto estava sentado em minha casa, a beber caf\u00e9 e a olhar para a janela, algumas m\u00e1s recorda\u00e7\u00f5es passaram-me pela cabe\u00e7a. E, num piscar de olhos, tudo ficou claro. <\/span><\/p>\n

Percebi finalmente que, durante todo este tempo, tinha estado a abusar de mim emocionalmente. Sabias que me tinhas porque eu te amava. <\/span><\/p>\n

You knew that I wouldn\u2019t go anywhere because I was so madly and deeply in love with you. So, you took advantage of me. <\/span><\/p>\n

With every word of yours, I felt like a piece of shit. With every action, I felt like I wasn\u2019t good enough. And with every look, I felt that I am losing my mind. <\/span><\/p>\n

I still can\u2019t believe how good of an actor you were to convince me of your lies and of your love\u2014 a love that never existed. <\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Estou zangada comigo mesma por me ter deixado enganar durante tanto tempo. E nunca me vou perdoar por ter aturado todas as tuas tretas at\u00e9 agora.<\/span><\/p>\n

J\u00e1 n\u00e3o acredito no teu amor e em dizeres que me vais salvar de tudo o que de mau me possa acontecer. Agora, o mais importante \u00e9 quem me vai salvar de ti? <\/span><\/p>\n

Existe alguma magia especial que possa fazer o meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o sarar para que eu possa voltar a ser o meu antigo eu, sem todas estas cicatrizes e fendas no meu cora\u00e7\u00e3o? <\/span><\/p>\n

Depois, apercebi-me que serei eu a salvar-me de ti.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ent\u00e3o, este dia, Estou a deixar-te ir.<\/a> Se foste suficientemente est\u00fapido para me enganar, serei suficientemente inteligente para te deixar ir. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quero livrar-me de um idiota t\u00f3xico e manipulador da minha vida. <\/span><\/p>\n

E, finalmente, quero libertar-me de todas estas emo\u00e7\u00f5es tristes que me est\u00e3o a comer viva. <\/span><\/p>\n

Quero sentir-me vivo outra vez. Quero voltar a ser feliz. E, acima de tudo, quero voltar a amar. <\/span><\/p>\n

Acho que \u00e9 algo que mere\u00e7o porque, afinal de contas, sobrevivi ao inferno!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Do you hear that? It is the sound of my heart breaking into pieces because you didn\u2019t give me the love I deserve. You knew how to find a way to deceive a girl who loved you like she has never loved before. You never gave me the love I craved so much because you…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":40,"featured_media":9460,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","_kadence_starter_templates_imported_post":false,"_kad_post_transparent":"","_kad_post_title":"","_kad_post_layout":"","_kad_post_sidebar_id":"","_kad_post_content_style":"","_kad_post_vertical_padding":"","_kad_post_feature":"","_kad_post_feature_position":"","_kad_post_header":false,"_kad_post_footer":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29617],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9458","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-heartbreak"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":29617,"label":"heartbreak"}]},"featured_image_src_large":["https:\/\/herway.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/eric-ward-296302.jpg",800,533,false],"author_info":{"display_name":"Tara Brown","author_link":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/author\/tara-brown\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":29617,"name":"heartbreak","slug":"heartbreak","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":29617,"taxonomy":"category","description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","parent":38,"count":146,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":29617,"category_count":146,"category_description":"Recovering after having your heart broken is tough. That's why I've decided to collect different stories of heartbreak - to help everyone going through the same.","cat_name":"heartbreak","category_nicename":"heartbreak","category_parent":38}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9458","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/40"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9458"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9458\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9460"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9458"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9458"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/herway.net\/pt\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9458"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}