Desejo-te felicidades, só porque perdeste o melhor

Não há nada mais assustador do que descobrir que a pessoa a quem estávamos dispostos a dar tudo o que podíamos era, na verdade, a pessoa que menos nos apreciava.

Nunca vendo o esforço que colocamos na relação, eles nunca poderão estar lá para nós. They will never be able to see the true meaning that is behind every “I love you” we say to them. But it doesn’t matter anymore.

Sim, se te perguntaste, estava a falar de ti.

You, the only person that I wanted to be in my life forever. You are now holding someone else’s hand and whispering into someone else’s ear. Já nada te faz lembrar de mim.

I would really love to say that I don’t care, but I want to know how you’re doing. Just to see if everything is fine. Not that I would want it to be any other way. Please, don’t get me wrong.

Quero que estejas bem. Quero que sejas feliz, as much as you can be. I want you to finally find someone who is able to please you in all the ways that I wasn’t able to. But know that, even if you tried to find someone better than me, you wouldn’t be able to do so.

I don’t want to sound arrogant or anything, but rather to tell you that there is no one in this world who can love in that crazy way how I loved you. The way no one could ever love another person.

That epic kind of love. I don’t know if she will ever be able to actually be there for you when you need her the way I was. Is she going to suffer through everything together with you?

Does she know how many breakdowns you’ve been through? Does she know about the dark midnight thoughts and the fake smile in the daylight?

Sorry. I didn’t mean to be rude. I didn’t mean to give out all of your secrets. I guess you weren’t able to talk with her about any of those things.

It’s just that I can’t believe how you left our nights talking for nights in bars with her. Deixaste para sempre por algo temporário.

Fiquei ali, a olhar para ti enquanto te ias embora e a pensar que ninguém me poderia amar tanto como tu. Agora vejo que tenho de agradecer a Deus por isso. I don’t need someone like you—someone who will half-love me and then leave the moment he sees an opportunity for fun.

Unlike you, I didn’t see our relationship like that. I thought that there was nothing in our way that could break what we had. I was so wrong. I hated myself for being so wrong.

Mas olha para mim agora! Olha para mim e vê a melhor coisa que alguma vez te aconteceu a ser feliz sem ti. You will never again hold the best in your hands. It’s forever gone because of a little, temporary pleasure like her.

But it’s fine. I won’t beg you to come back to me because Eu sei o meu valor. Unfortunately, you didn’t. You didn’t see my worth. You didn’t see the effort. You didn’t see the love.

You were blind from the very beginning and it’s not my fault for trying to make you see all that.

I’m done now. The only thing I can do is wish you well when you have lost the best. There is nothing else I can say anymore.

I loved you once, so I can’t wish you something bad, but rather I want you to be happy now. Find your way and be happy. This is my last goodbye.