Não vou perder mais o meu tempo com os teus sinais contraditórios
I’ve already wasted 2 years, 25 days, 2 hours and 12 minutes deciphering your mixed signals and I won’t waste another second. I won’t wait for a miracle. I won’t spend my life hoping for something that will never be. I am putting a stop to it here and now.
I know you don’t agree. I know you will want me back now that I am slipping through your fingers. I know it because we’ve already had situations like this. I would say how I can’t put up with your crap anymore and that we are done. But you would always find a way to sneak back under my skin.
Dizias-me tudo o que eu queria ouvir e eu acreditava em ti porque o meu coração queria acreditar em ti. Os meus instintos diziam-me que estavas a mentir, mas eu queria que eles estivessem errados, por isso decidi ignorá-los. Fui contra o meu bom senso e continuei a depositar toda a minha confiança em alguém tão vago.
Usaste esses sinais contraditórios para me manteres tão perto quanto querias e nem um milímetro mais perto. Eu estava sempre algures à frente do teu coração, mas nunca me deixaste entrar verdadeiramente. Por outro lado, todo o meu ser era todo teu e tu sabias bem disso.
Sabias o quão fortes eram os meus sentimentos e tomaste isso como a minha fraqueza. Em vez de me apreciares e à forma como te tratei, continuaste a fazer jogos. Um dia, estavas em cima de mim. Eu era o sol do teu dia e o luar que te guiava durante a noite e, no momento seguinte, desligavas-me completamente.
You would send me the sweetest text and then go days without responding to a text from me. You would make plans for us to see a movie I’d been telling you about for so long and then you would cancel plans last minute. You would say I was the most beautiful and most interesting woman alive then you would go weeks without seeing me, always having some lame-ass excuse.
Nunca quiseste rotular anything because you were not ready but then you would introduce me to your friends. You would say you can’t commit right now but you don’t know what the future will bring. You would say you don’t want to be exclusive but you couldn’t stand seeing me with anybody else.
Eras cheio de contradições. Dizias uma coisa, fazias outra e só Deus sabe o que estavas realmente a pensar. Estavas a usar esses sinais contraditórios. Confiavas em que eu visse o melhor de ti e há muito tempo que te tens safado.
For way too long in fact and I should have put a stop to this a long time ago. I should have remembered that I am worthy of love—that true, unconditional, can’t live without you tipo de amor—and not settle for this BS you were giving me. I should have seen that the message behind those mixed signals was obvious: you just don’t care about me enough.
I’ve finally gotten that message now. 2 years, 25 days, 2 hours and 12 minutes after but just in time to say my final goodbye and thank you for the lesson. I will never again waste my time on anybody who even tries to send me mixed signals. Next time, I will recognize the meaning behind the message. Next time, I will ignore it without giving it a second look.
