Mereces um amor que fique

A vida fez um jogo contigo. A vida fez-te parecer um tolo.

Lembra-se de todas as noites sem dormir em que andava a rebolar na cama, coberto de suor frio e incapaz de acalmar a sua mente. Os pensamentos andavam à solta, deixando-o inquieto.

Lembra-te de toda a miséria e dor que ele te causou by trying to be something that he wasn’t, someone you deserve.

Lembra-te de todas as noites em que encharcaste a tua almofada com as tuas lágrimas e gritaste o teu coração na solidão das tuas quatro paredes frias e apertadas. Elas estavam a ficar cada vez mais pequenas com cada grito que fazias.

No one ever heard your cries or saw your pain. Only you know what you’ve been through. That’s why you shouldn’t give up under the temptation of getting back to him. Sure, now it seems to you that you’ve made a mistake. It’s not a mistake.

You are just remembering only the good things that the two of you shared. You’ve forgotten the bad things that happened. And there were a lot more bad things than good ones. You forgot that.

Things won’t get better if you fail to resist and go back to him. It will be the same, if not even worse.

Queres voltar para ele porque estamos habituados a tê-lo por perto. Se levarmos uma pequena pedra no bolso durante alguns dias e a perdermos, sentiremos a sua falta porque nos habituámos a tê-la connosco.

Don’t go back to him because you deserve so much more than he is and more than he gives you.

Mereces ser amado incondicionalmente.

You don’t deserve being treated hot and cold. You don’t deserve him being all over you one day, and the next he couldn’t care less.

Mereces beijos e abraços sem mais nem menos. Mereces que ele te dê a mão e te beije onde quer que estejas. Mereces que ele te mostre ao mundo.

Mereces ser amado como deveria ter sido desde o início.

You don’t deserve someone who’ll pretend he’s there for you and who will bail on you when things get rough. You don’t deserve someone who is unworthy of your love.

You don’t deserve to be left alone like a stray dog on the street – so sad and so alone.

Mereces alguém que te cure as feridas e que repare o teu pobre coração partido. Mereces alguém que te faça lembrar o que é o verdadeiro amor.

You don’t deserve someone who keeps breaking your heart. Someone who makes you cry. Someone who you waste your tears on.

You don’t deserve someone who made you doubt love. Someone who made you doubt its existence. Someone who made you doubt people. Someone who made you trust no one.

You don’t deserve someone que te transformou de um ser humano amoroso numa pedra fria e sem emoções.

Tens de saber e compreender que és uma criatura linda. És bela com os teus defeitos e tudo. Há alguém por aí que verá essa tua beleza e que fará um voto de te amar para sempre.

You are a mess – a beautiful mess. Your heart is broken and your mind is collapsing, but you hang in there. You are able to carry it all out. You are able to confront it and live with it. And despite all that, you are still beautiful.

The love you had was unrequited. You know that love hurts. You just have to keep on fighting and you will make it. You have to look like you are fine when we all know you aren’t. But pretending is what keeps you going. Pretending is what makes it easier for you.

But before you do anything, you have to learn or at least remind yourself how to love yourself again. Nothing is as important as that. You have to respect yourself and learn how to be alone. Because at the end of the day, you don’t need anybody. You were born alone and you will die alone.

Devote time to yourself. Do things you’ve been wanting to do for a long time. Say no to everyone else’s needs. Now, it’s time to take care of you.

Mereces ser feliz.

Mereces ser acarinhado todos os dias.

Mereces o amor incondicional de um homem.

Mereces não voltar a sentir tanta dor.

Tu mereces tudo.