Estoy cansado de ser siempre el que más se preocupa

Sé más de lo que tú sabes de mí. Las cosas que te gustan, las cosas que amas. ¿Esto te dice algo?

Why am I always the one who keeps track of your preferences while you ignore mine or don’t know them? Why am I always the one who has to keep things going?

I’m tired of always being el que se preocupa demasiado about your feelings, desires and requests. If you tell me that you’re feeling down, I immediately try to lift you up.

Si me dices que quieres verme con mi lencería nueva, me pongo un conjunto sexy en cuestión de segundos. Si me dices que necesitas un masaje, dejo de lado mis prioridades y me pongo a darte un masaje, aunque apenas pueda mantenerme en pie.

I’m tired of that.

Dicen que siempre habrá alguien que se preocupe más. Pero, ¿por qué debería ser siempre yo? Cuando te preocupas más, te hacen más daño.

Te sientes herido cuando se niegan a hacer algo que tú harías encantado por ellos. Preocuparse más significa dejar que tus sentimientos controlen tus emociones. Me cansé de que mis emociones me controlaran.

I’m tired of you not caring enough.

I’m tired of always being the one who will make you feel special. Just because I go beyond myself to show that I care, it doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to.

Hay muchos formas de demostrar tu afectoy todo lo que tienes que hacer es remangarte y demostrarme que te importo.

Show me that you appreciate me being here and that you care for our relationship. Don’t let me suffocate in my own thoughts, thinking that I’m not good enough for you.

Don’t let me think that I should care more in order for you to start caring.

Si me quieres en tu vida, sé un hombre y muéstrame tus verdaderas intenciones.

I’m tired of you not making an effort.

I’m tired of you not making an effort to show me your biggest fears and to show me that you will do anything to keep me entertained. When you really like someone, you never miss a chance to make them feel special.

I want you to be a man and go over yourself to show me some affection. Buy me my favorite chocolate or pick a flower somewhere and I’ll be the happiest girl in the world.

I’m tired of your not listening to my wishes and dreams.

I want you to support my decisions and nourish my dreams just as I’m nourishing yours.

I want you to show me that you’re interested in my cravings and that you’re paying attention to the smallest of details that go on in my life.

I’m tired of you telling me that I overreact.

I’m tired of you telling me that I’m overreacting every time you’re wrong and trying to make me look insane so that things go the way you want them to go.

It’s a cheap shot played by cheap people like you, making me look like I’m the bad guy and that you’re the victim.

I’m tired of being the victim of your selfish necessities. You probably don’t realize that I have necessities too and that you’re not the only one who needs attention.

I don’t want you to confuse me with being needy. There’s a big differences between needing and wanting something.

I don’t need it because I can’t live without it. I want it because it makes me feel appreciated.

I’m tired of your ignorance.

I’m tired of your ignorance and lack of empathy. I don’t want to be the one telling you what to do.

Quiero que pienses en tu comportamiento y le encuentres una solución adecuada.

I don’t want you to take me for granted just because you can or just because you know that I will always be the one who cares more.

This time I want you to know that I do care more. But this time – about myself.