Apesar de tudo o que me fizeste passar, quero lembrar-me das coisas boas

The devastating pain and the heartbreak you’ve put me through are the things I wouldn’t wish for my worst enemy to experience. When you left me, you may have destroyed me, but what you couldn’t destroy was the memory of our love. E isso é algo que vou sempre apreciar.

I don’t want to have bad memories of you. Yes, some horrible things happened between us but they shouldn’t ruin all the beautiful moments we had together. And that is why I will always try not to look at you through all those things you did at the end.

I don’t want to remember you as the man who made me cry but as the man who could always put a smile back on my face. I don’t want to keep you in my memory as o homem que me quebrou e como o homem que me fez sentir mais infeliz do que nunca. Em vez disso, quero lembrar-me de ti como o homem que me fez sentir a mulher mais feliz do mundo. Apesar de tudo o que me fizeste passar, quero lembrar-me das coisas boas.

Lembrar-me-ei da forma como me olhaste quando nos conhecemos. O teu olhar foi a primeira coisa que me atraiu em ti. Senti-me atraído por ele como um íman, como se estivesse hipnotizado. Normalmente, quando conhecemos um homem novo, reparamos na sua aparência, mas quando te vi pela primeira vez, só me lembrei dos teus olhos e da forma como me olhavam. Esse é o olhar que vou recordar enquanto viver. Eu estava completamente vestida, mas tu fizeste-me sentir completamente nua. Olhaste para mim como se me conhecesses, como se estivesses a olhar para a minha alma. Esse olhar assustou-me porque me senti tão exposta mas, ao mesmo tempo, era tão familiar e reconfortante. Será sempre algo que nunca poderei explicar, mas será também algo que recordarei sempre de ti. E o melhor de tudo é que continuaste a olhar para mim dessa forma durante toda a nossa relação. Sempre que estava contigo, sentia-me como se fosse a única pessoa na sala.

Lembrar-me-ei de como estava apaixonado por ti. E como estava loucamente apaixonado por mim. I will remember the roller coaster of emotions I felt when I fell in love with you. I will remember the passion that I couldn’t fight. I will remember the butterflies, I will remember my knees shaking and my head spinning. I will remember the way I couldn’t control myself around you. I will remember that your sole presence was enough for me to go crazy. I will remember how you made me feel like I was on top of the world and that there was nothing I couldn’t do.

I will remember all the times I woke up next to you. I will remember how I enjoyed watching you sleep and how even your snoring made me feel peaceful. I will never forget that I literally couldn’t sleep without you by my side.

Lembrar-me-ei a calma que sentia quando estava nos teus braços. O que quer que estivesse a acontecer à nossa volta, bastava-me olhar para ti e, de repente, o mundo era um lugar melhor.

I will remember all the times you were there for me when I needed you the most. Despite everything that happened between the two of us, I will never forget that I could count on you. I will never forget all the times I needed your support and all the times I needed for you to tell me that everything would be all right. I will always remember the times you came to me just because I wasn’t feeling good or just because I needed to see your face. I will always remember how secure your presence made me feel.

I will remember the way you took care of me. I will never forget how you worried about if I had eaten, if I had slept well or if I was cold. I will always remember all the times you took care of me when I was sick or when I was just feeling down. I will never forget how you were always worried if I’d got home safe or if I’d had enough sleep.

Mas acima de tudo, Lembrar-me-ei da forma como me amaste. Because you did love me. I knew it back then, I know it now and I will always know it. And I know you know it. Despite everything you’ve put me through and despite the fact that you left me, I won’t allow anything and anyone to ruin the memory of our love. You did some horrible things to me and I’ve accepted that you don’t love me anymore but that doesn’t change the fact that you did love me hard. There are times when I am angry at you, there are times when I hate you, but even in those times, I don’t let myself forget how much you loved me. And that is something I will always remember. Because that great of a love is impossible to forget.Embora o teu amor partiu-me em pedaços, espero encontrar o meu caminho de volta. What I know is that I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel complete. Although there are moments when I feel like you’ve killed me, I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel more alive than ever.