A pesar de todo lo que me has hecho pasar, quiero recordar las cosas buenas

The devastating pain and the heartbreak you’ve put me through are the things I wouldn’t wish for my worst enemy to experience. When you left me, you may have destroyed me, but what you couldn’t destroy was the memory of our love. Y eso es algo que siempre apreciaré.

I don’t want to have bad memories of you. Yes, some horrible things happened between us but they shouldn’t ruin all the beautiful moments we had together. And that is why I will always try not to look at you through all those things you did at the end.

I don’t want to remember you as the man who made me cry but as the man who could always put a smile back on my face. I don’t want to keep you in my memory as el hombre que me rompió y como el hombre que me hizo sentir más miserable que nunca. En cambio, quiero recordarte como el hombre que me hizo sentir la mujer más feliz del mundo. A pesar de todo lo que me hiciste pasar, quiero recordar las cosas buenas.

Recordaré la forma en que me miraste cuando nos conocimos. Tu mirada fue lo primero que me atrajo de ti. Me atrajo como un imán, como si me hipnotizara. Normalmente, cuando conoces a un chico nuevo, te fijas en su aspecto, pero cuando te vi por primera vez, lo único que recordaba eran tus ojos y la forma en que me miraban. Esa es la mirada que recordaré mientras viva. Yo estaba completamente vestida, pero tú me hiciste sentir completamente desnuda. Me miraste como si me conocieras, como si estuvieras mirando mi alma. Esa mirada me asustó porque me sentí tan expuesta, pero al mismo tiempo me resultó tan familiar y reconfortante. Siempre será algo que nunca podré explicar, pero también será algo que siempre recordaré de ti. Y lo mejor es que seguiste mirándome así durante toda nuestra relación. Siempre que estaba contigo, sentía que era la única persona en la habitación.

Recordaré lo enamorada que estaba de ti. Y lo locamente enamorado que estabas de mí. I will remember the roller coaster of emotions I felt when I fell in love with you. I will remember the passion that I couldn’t fight. I will remember the butterflies, I will remember my knees shaking and my head spinning. I will remember the way I couldn’t control myself around you. I will remember that your sole presence was enough for me to go crazy. I will remember how you made me feel like I was on top of the world and that there was nothing I couldn’t do.

I will remember all the times I woke up next to you. I will remember how I enjoyed watching you sleep and how even your snoring made me feel peaceful. I will never forget that I literally couldn’t sleep without you by my side.

Recordaré la calma que sentía cuando estaba en tus brazos. Pasara lo que pasara a nuestro alrededor, sólo tenía que mirarte y, de repente, el mundo era un lugar mejor.

I will remember all the times you were there for me when I needed you the most. Despite everything that happened between the two of us, I will never forget that I could count on you. I will never forget all the times I needed your support and all the times I needed for you to tell me that everything would be all right. I will always remember the times you came to me just because I wasn’t feeling good or just because I needed to see your face. I will always remember how secure your presence made me feel.

I will remember the way you took care of me. I will never forget how you worried about if I had eaten, if I had slept well or if I was cold. I will always remember all the times you took care of me when I was sick or when I was just feeling down. I will never forget how you were always worried if I’d got home safe or if I’d had enough sleep.

Pero sobre todo, Recordaré la forma en que me querías. Because you did love me. I knew it back then, I know it now and I will always know it. And I know you know it. Despite everything you’ve put me through and despite the fact that you left me, I won’t allow anything and anyone to ruin the memory of our love. You did some horrible things to me and I’ve accepted that you don’t love me anymore but that doesn’t change the fact that you did love me hard. There are times when I am angry at you, there are times when I hate you, but even in those times, I don’t let myself forget how much you loved me. And that is something I will always remember. Because that great of a love is impossible to forget.Aunque tu amor me rompió en pedazos, espero encontrar el camino de vuelta. What I know is that I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel complete. Although there are moments when I feel like you’ve killed me, I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel more alive than ever.