Uma carta aberta ao homem que desistiu de mim

O sentimento de desespero que me deixaste foi inegável. Dei tudo de mim em ti, para não receber nada em troca.

I hoped one day that you would return. But another part of me knows you gave up on me for more reasons than one. I wish you the best of luck on your journey. I hope one day you find the happiness you couldn’t find in me.

Depois de notar essas flutuações nas suas acções, eu sabia que o que tínhamos tinha acabado.

I wasn’t your main priority anymore

I thought what you were going through was just a phase. You spent less time reaching out to me. You didn’t make plans to see me anymore.

As chamadas eram cada vez menos frequentes. Só queria acreditar que talvez a pessoa carismática e persistente que costumavas ser voltasse.

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Perdeste o interesse em mim

I tried to earn you back but I knew I wasn’t the issue. O interesse que tinhas por mim desapareceu. Comecei a aperceber-me de que, quanto mais eu me impunha a ti, mais tu fugias.

Your mind was on another agenda. You had your own goals, aspirations, and realities that couldn’t be fulfilled with me as a lifelong partner.

I tried my best to get you to love me again. I wasn’t able to satisfy your needs. My love will now be given to somebody who desires me as much as I desire them.

Teve outros

You don’t have to lie to me. I knew the whole time. I knew that you weren’t just focused on me. I saw the way you acted when I accused you of having others. I was never enough for you.

That is why you had to find other versions of me. To achieve a sense of admiration I couldn’t provide for you. I gave you everything. The others that you had on the side just made you feel more empty. I could’ve given you everything that you asked for.

You weren’t ready to settle down

Sempre fui demasiado maduro para o meu próprio bem. As minhas expectativas aumentavam à medida que envelhecia. Isso deixou-me cada vez mais insatisfeito. Tentei falar contigo sobre os nossos planos para o futuro juntos.

A verdade é que, you just weren’t ready to settle down. Em vez disso, levaste-me a acreditar que um dia serias. Eu acreditei em ti. Agora, sinto-me mais sozinho e mais desanimado do que nunca.

Now, we live our lives on completely different spectrums. Different cities. Different lifestyles. A part of me wishes that it didn’t have to be this way. My heart yearns for you to return. I hope you are content in any direction life decides to gravitate you to.

Desististe de mim.

And I hope that one day you seek a person who fulfills you in a way that I couldn’t. I wish the best for you and your endeavors.
por Isabella Piper