Maybe You Played Me For A Fool But After You, Nobody Got The Same Chance

And the award for the actor of the year goes to… you. Really, you deserve a round of applause for the best acting performance that you loved me.

Não só me enganaste a mim, como também os meus amigos e familiares acreditaram que me amavas de verdade. Conseguiste enganá-los a todos.  

After all this time, I still think about how our relationship ended. I still can’t understand why you did what you did. Why did you make me believe that you loved me, then carelessly threw my heart away?

Qual era a sua intenção?

Para me tornar emocionalmente indisponível para o resto da minha vida? Partir o meu coração num milhão de pedaços para nunca mais o poder voltar a juntar? Magoar-me tão profundamente que nunca mais seria capaz de confiar em alguém?

Deus fez-nos todos diferentes e eu agradeço-lhe por isso todos os dias. Para ti, foi tão fácil fingir que me amavas, enquanto estavas apenas a brincar com os meus sentimentos.

I’ll never be able to understand how someone can hurt a person whose only intention was to love them. Sinceramente, agradeço a Deus we’re different because I could never hurt someone the way you hurt me.

It’s still hard to admit but I was just a toy to you; or as you used to call me, your Barbie doll. Someone with whom you could play with every time you were bored or lonely.

Alguém que estava sempre lá para ti. Alguém com quem podias contar em todas as situações. Alguém que te amava mais do que alguma vez amou alguém.

I let you into my mind, my heart and my soul. You got under my skin. You became a part of me. I couldn’t have imagined my life without you.

Sabias o quão fortes eram os meus sentimentos por ti. Sabias o quanto eu te amava e isso tornava as coisas mais fáceis para ti.

Foi tão fácil para ti para brincar com os meus sentimentos because you knew that, no matter what, my love for you wouldn’t allow me to leave you.

Senti-me mesmo uma idiota depois de me teres abandonado. Devia ter-me apercebido melhor. Nunca me devia ter deixado ficar tão emocionalmente dependente de ti.

Our relationship taught me to be less naive. Now, I’m aware that I’ll deal with many people who will not care about my emotions or will try to use them.

Aprendi a arte de não dar a mínima. Na verdade, graças a ti, dominei-a.

I have already forgiven you. Now, I’m trying to forgive myself for letting my guard down to you and allowing you to fool me the way you did. I decided to burn all the bridges between us and finally move on.

I know that something better is waiting for me in the future. Actually, SOMEONE better. Someone who’ll know to appreciate my love.

Someone who’ll have the same intentions with me as I’ll have with him. Someone with the same pure heart as mine.

After you left, I wished I had never met you at all but now, I’m glad it all happened like that and I know that there is a perfectly good reason why God sent you to me. He wanted to teach me a lesson. 

Foi a minha maior lição. A life-changing lesson. You changed me greatly but you didn’t change my heart.

It’s still pure and it’s still full of love. Only this time, I’ll be careful whom I’ll give it to.

Traíste o meu amor e a minha confiança. Tu eras a primeira pessoa que me enganou and I have promised myself that you’ll also be the last one.

It’s just like the saying goes: “Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.”