Ela não sente a tua falta, ela sente a falta de quem ela pensava que tu eras

Desde que saíste da vida desta rapariga, ela passou todos os momentos do seu tempo a rezar para que voltasses.

No matter what she’s doing, no matter who she’s talking to, or how busy she might be, thoughts of you always linger somewhere in the back of her head.

Things are actually pretty simple: she still loves you (or at least, she thinks she does) and she’s afraid to let you go just like that. She’s convinced that the two of you deserve a second chance and your relationship is worth fighting for.

Desde que esta rapariga te perdeu, tem pensado em formas de te ter de volta.

Ela espera que se arrependa de a ter abandonado, que lhe telefone ou que faça qualquer coisa para que vocês os dois possam voltar a estar juntos.

However, that’s not happening. So, because she sees that she can’t have you, she has started settling for the memory of you.

Com o tempo, esta rapariga ficou obcecada com os fragmentos do vosso passado juntos.

Every time she thinks of you, one image comes to her mind: that of a romantic man who’s ready to move the stars for her sake.

The man who made all those promises he didn’t fulfill and a man who manipulated her into thinking he deserved her love. And that is the guy she wants back.

She thinks of all of your plans that didn’t work out, of everything she dreamed of achieving next to you, and all the potential your relationship could have had.

Sempre que ela pensa em ti, pensa em todas as oportunidades que vocês perderam e em tudo o que poderiam ter sido.

She’s spent a lot of time analyzing every little detail of your relationship and then it hit her: She doesn’t actually miss you – she misses the idea of you.

Ela sente falta do homem que imaginava que tu eras, o homem que ela precisava que se tornassee o homem que fingias ser.

Ela tem saudades do homem que inventou na sua cabeça, do homem que o seu coração viu, daquele que ela esperava que tu pudesses ser. Ela sente falta do homem que a convenceu a existir, o homem que a enganou para amar.

This girl doesn’t miss an actual human being, she misses a ghost from her past that is still haunting her. She misses all of her hopes and dreams you destroyed.

Acima de tudo, ela sente falta da pessoa que era quando o tinha ao seu lado.

Ela sente pena de matar espiritualmente a rapariga que sentia que podia conquistar o mundo, desde que segurasse a tua mão.  

Não, ela nunca tem nostalgia do tipo que acabaste por ser. She doesn’t miss you lying to her face, deceiving her, and putting her last.

She doesn’t miss having to compete for her your love and attention or the feeling of being compared with other girls.

She doesn’t miss losing her trust in you and not believing a single word you say.

She doesn’t miss a reckless man who doesn’t care about her feelings and needs – um idiota egoísta who only looks after himself. She doesn’t miss all the arguing and fights. 

This girl isn’t crazy to miss all the times she’s begged you to change or all those nights she spent alone in her cold bed, waiting for you to get your shit together.

She certainly isn’t nostalgic about the man you were when you left: she doesn’t miss that cold-hearted guy you turned into, a man who abandoned her without giving her emotions a second thought.

Or maybe these were actually your true colors; maybe you couldn’t pretend to be someone you weren’t anymore and showed your real face. Maybe she was nothing but a fool to have believed in your lies for so long.

Ou talvez o homem que ela pensava que tu eras nunca tenha existido? Maybe she loved you so much that she kept lying to herself that you’re someone else.

Maybe she couldn’t accept that you were actually good for nothing and she wanted to believe that you’re better.

Maybe she couldn’t face the harsh reality that you were actually never a man worthy of her love and respect.