No te echa de menos, echa de menos a quien creía que eras
Desde que te fuiste de la vida de esta chica, ha pasado cada momento de su tiempo rezando para que vuelvas.
No matter what she’s doing, no matter who she’s talking to, or how busy she might be, thoughts of you always linger somewhere in the back of her head.
Things are actually pretty simple: she still loves you (or at least, she thinks she does) and she’s afraid to let you go just like that. She’s convinced that the two of you deserve a second chance and your relationship is worth fighting for.
Desde que esta chica te perdió, ha estado pensando en formas de recuperarte.
Espera que te arrepientas de haberla abandonado, que la llames o hagas cualquier cosa para que los dos podáis estar juntos de nuevo.
However, that’s not happening. So, because she sees that she can’t have you, she has started settling for the memory of you.
Con el tiempo, esta chica se ha obsesionado con los fragmentos de vuestro pasado juntos.
Every time she thinks of you, one image comes to her mind: that of a romantic man who’s ready to move the stars for her sake.
The man who made all those promises he didn’t fulfill and a man who manipulated her into thinking he deserved her love. And that is the guy she wants back.
She thinks of all of your plans that didn’t work out, of everything she dreamed of achieving next to you, and all the potential your relationship could have had.
Cada vez que piensa en ti, piensa en todas las oportunidades que perdisteis y en todo lo que podríais haber llegado a ser.
She’s spent a lot of time analyzing every little detail of your relationship and then it hit her: She doesn’t actually miss you – she misses the idea of you.
Echa de menos al hombre que imaginaba que eras, el hombre en que ella necesitaba que te convirtierasy el hombre que pretendías ser.
Echa de menos a ese hombre que se inventó en su cabeza, al que vio su corazón, al que esperaba que tú pudieras ser. Echa de menos al hombre que la convenciste de que existía, al hombre que la engañaste para que te amara.
This girl doesn’t miss an actual human being, she misses a ghost from her past that is still haunting her. She misses all of her hopes and dreams you destroyed.
Y lo que es más importante, echa de menos a la persona que fue mientras te tuvo a su lado.
Siente pena por haber matado espiritualmente a la chica que sentía que podía conquistar el mundo, siempre y cuando te llevara de la mano.
No, nunca siente nostalgia por el tipo que resultaste ser. She doesn’t miss you lying to her face, deceiving her, and putting her last.
She doesn’t miss having to compete for her your love and attention or the feeling of being compared with other girls.
She doesn’t miss losing her trust in you and not believing a single word you say.
She doesn’t miss a reckless man who doesn’t care about her feelings and needs – un gilipollas egoísta who only looks after himself. She doesn’t miss all the arguing and fights.
This girl isn’t crazy to miss all the times she’s begged you to change or all those nights she spent alone in her cold bed, waiting for you to get your shit together.
She certainly isn’t nostalgic about the man you were when you left: she doesn’t miss that cold-hearted guy you turned into, a man who abandoned her without giving her emotions a second thought.
Or maybe these were actually your true colors; maybe you couldn’t pretend to be someone you weren’t anymore and showed your real face. Maybe she was nothing but a fool to have believed in your lies for so long.
¿O tal vez el hombre que ella creía que eras nunca existió? Maybe she loved you so much that she kept lying to herself that you’re someone else.
Maybe she couldn’t accept that you were actually good for nothing and she wanted to believe that you’re better.
Maybe she couldn’t face the harsh reality that you were actually never a man worthy of her love and respect.
