Não temam as suas palavras, temam o seu silêncio
Desde que te lembras, esta rapariga não foi apenas a tua amante e parceira romântica. Ela sempre agiu como sua melhor amiga também.
She’s been one of the rare honest people in your life, the one who’s never had a problem calling you out on your actions and telling you the harsh truth.
Aquela que sempre acreditou que havia algo de bom em ti e que deu o seu melhor para que esse bem prevalecesse.
Desde que se lembra, esta rapariga tem tentado salvar-te de si próprio.
She hoped that she’d be the one to inspire you to become better, the one whose love will make you change.
She’s been the only one who fought for you, even if that meant fighting against you.
Aquele que nunca pensou em desistir e deixar-te pendurado.
Aquela que estava pronta a mover montanhas por ti, apesar de nunca teres levantado um dedo por ela.
Aquela que te deu todo o seu ser, sem pedir nada em troca.
A rapariga que sempre teve a energia para te explicar onde estavas errado, a rapariga que lutou com os teus demónios e a rapariga que te tentou afastar da tua escuridão.
However, instead of appreciating all of her effort, the truth is that she’s been annoying the hell out of you.
After all, you’re a grown-ass man, and you don’t need her telling you what to do.
You don’t need someone nagging you and questioning your every move. You don’t need someone calling you all the time and worrying about nonsense. Someone who yells and argues with you about every little thing.
Well, let me tell you one thing—one of these days, she’ll have had enough.
One of these days, she’ll give you exactly what you want—she’ll leave you alone, and ela vai-se embora de ti, para nunca mais voltar.
No entanto, you won’t be happy and relieved. Instead, you’ll be sadder than you’ve ever been.
E you’ll miss each one of these things that were getting on your nerves.
Um dia destes, as suas palavras transformar-se-ão em silêncio.
Suddenly, you won’t have anyone patiently waiting for you to come home and anyone worrying sick if you’re alright.
There won’t be any more of her paragraph-long text messages, any more missed calls.
Acabaram-se as suas explosões de ciúmes e o medo de o perder.
Acabaram-se as lágrimas dela, acabaram-se as súplicas para que ganhe juízo e acabaram-se as segundas oportunidades.
One of these days, this girl will stop making excuses for your crappy behavior, and finally, she’ll turn her back on you.
She won’t have any more time for your false promises and for your lies.
Suddenly, she’ll be OK with whatever you do. Nothing will bother her, and she’ll realize that you’re not worthy of her trouble.
That you’re not worthy of her sleepless nights and of all the years she’s wasted, waiting for you to organizar as vossas merdas.
Just like that, you’ll see that she no longer cares.
Isso all of the pain you’ve caused her managed to kill all the love she felt for you and turn it into indifference.
No, this won’t be one of her tactics to scare you. She won’t pretend that she’s stopped loving you just so you’d realize that you are losing her.
She won’t walk away just so you’d start chasing her.
This time, it will really be over. And that is when you’ll understand everything, when you’ll realize that all of this time, you were the one who needed her and not the other way around.
That is when everything she’s been trying to tell you will find its way to your heart and mind.
When you’ll understand that she loved you like no other, and you should have treated her differently while you still had the chance to do so.
When this happens, you’ll be completely crushed and devastated, and you’ll be ready to do whatever it takes to have all of the parts you thought you didn’t like about her back.
So, no, you shouldn’t be worried about this girl leaving you as long as she is investing her time and energy in you.
No entanto, once her words turn into silence, know that you’re gone from her heart from good, and there is nothing you will be able to do to change that.
