Ela não vai esperar por ti para sempre, um dia ela vai-se embora
Fizeste-a de parva, mas foi apenas temporário. Podias agir por baixo da tua máscara, mas a tua máscara acabaria por cair. Caem sempre; era apenas uma questão de tempo. O facto de a teres magoado foi temporário, porque ela percebeu que eras tu a certa altura e foi-se embora sem olhar para trás. Ela ainda tinha algum respeito por si própria.
A decisão era tua. Tinhas de escolher se querias atravessar a linha que ela colocou quando se fartou das tuas mentiras e manipulações.
She has been in this world, dealing with men like you for far too long. Nothing could blind her anymore because she has had her share of broken hearts and she won’t let you be yet another man who strings her along and hurts her in the end.
One day, she realized what you’ve been doing to her and ela finalmente foi-se embora. Num dia normal, quando acordou, ela tinha desaparecido e ficou de rastos.
O momento em que a cabeça dela clareou e quando finalmente teve a coragem de te deixar, ela voltou a ser uma mulher feliz, ao contrário de ti. Tu eras um desastre porque compreendeste o que tinhas e o que perdeste. A partir desse momento, vais arrepender-te, vais ficar destroçado, mas será tarde demais. Demasiado tarde para ti, não para ela.
Não lhe deste nada na tua relação. Deste-lhe pequenos pedaços do que ela realmente merece. Não lhe deste respeito e amor incondicional. Passaste por cima dela porque ela nunca te negou nada disso.
You never made her a priority. She was always somewhere at the bottom of your list. And what’s even sadder—she learned to live with that. She was sad and broken but she never lost hope that someday you will change.
Mas nunca o fizeste.
Ela viu algo de bom em ti. Ela viu um enorme potencial e esperava que ele se revelasse, mas tu continuaste a jogar o teu pequeno jogo astuto porque tinhas a certeza de que ela nunca te deixaria. Acho que a piada está em ti, porque ela acordou do seu sonho e saiu da falsa sensação de que tudo vai ficar bem e, por isso, finalmente foi-se embora.
Tomou-a por garantida porque pensavas que o amor era fácil de encontrar.
You thought that it’s easy to find someone who will love the whole of you; someone who will take your flaws and accept them because they are a part of you and they make you what you are.
Did you really think she was staying with you because she had to? Let me break it to you—NO! She stayed with you because she didn’t want to give up on something that could be perfect, something that could last forever. If only you could have made more of an effort and made the two of you last. You would be the happiest person alive.
She stayed because she wanted to fight for you. She cared for you and she wanted to keep you. She knew that things won’t be great all the time. She knew she had to live through the hard times and despite that, ela continuava a escolher-te embora a tenha tornado apenas uma opção.
She was not asking for much. She wasn’t asking for you to move mountains for her. She wasn’t asking something impossible or crazy. She was only asking for you to commit to her because, despite everything, you would have made a good couple if you had wanted to try.
She wasn’t asking to have a Cinderella ending. She didn’t want to live in a fairy tale. She knew that life is tough and relationships are even tougher. She knew you have to fight hard if you want something to succeed.
That’s why she doesn’t run away from challenges. That’s why she didn’t give up on you. That’s why she kept giving you second chances, although you didn’t deserve them. She wanted you to last because she saw something close to perfection. She saw a potential life with you.
She wanted to make you happy, but not at all costs. She wanted to wait for you and give you time to realize what you really want, but she didn’t want to wait for you forever.
Agora, isso ela está farta e vai-se embora, you realize you were being a jerk to her. But, now, it’s too late to make amends. She won’t take you back because she stayed with you way too long, giving you chances to join her in that beautiful love she made for you.
Now, that she’s left, you feel sorry. You think over and over in your head what a jerk you were. You want forgiveness, but you aren’t entitled to ask for it Even you know that you overdid it.
While you were together, you should have made time for her. You should have fought for her. You should have never shut her out or ignored her. You should have known that she wanted to be yours. She wanted to spend the rest of her life with you and you selfishly ignored that because you thought she won’t be going anywhere.
You made a stupid mistake and now you’re paying for it. You were dumb enough to let such a woman slip away from your fingers. Now, try to live with what you’ve done because never again will you find someone who loved you like she did.
