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Dear life, Please don’t give up on me today. I still have so much to offer, I still have things to do. I know, I’ve been wasting you lately. I know that I haven’t left my room for days, that I haven’t eaten properly in weeks, but I’ll get back on my feet, I promise….
All of us get to the period in our life where we want something more out of it. We want more money, more respect, more friends and more love. And if you are just thinking about it, it doesn’t necessarily mean that you are a selfish person. You just want the best for you but…
I’m done with trying. I don’t want to force myself into doing everything I can just to show that I’m worthy of your love and affection. I’m much better than that. For years, I tried to make you see that I wasn’t someone whom you could mess around and play games with. I wanted you…
Perhaps nobody decided to label you two. Nobody knew what you were and neither of you two said out loud what you meant to each other, but you know it was something and you know it was real. What you felt was real. All those feelings were real, but you’re still seeking validation. Why are…
I gave you everything I could. It was never enough. I was never enough. Nothing could ever satisfy you. The first time I set eyes on you my heart skipped a beat, my hands were shaking. It was like everything was telling me to run away. To run as far as I could and to…
Sometimes the people who you think should be there for you aren’t. Your mom, your sister, your best friend. The people who ‘should’ take care of your various needs will sometimes fail. They will be busy, or tired, or too consumed with their own lives to entertain yours. It is really easy to get lost…
When we were together, I was terrified to open my mind, to tell you how I felt. I kept everything hidden under my tongue, bottled up. The lid on the jar so tight, unable to be opened. For seven months I did this. For seven months, I hid how I felt, what I wanted to…
When I was younger, I had the same fantasy that most girls have. Grow up, get married, have babies, live happily ever after. Then in my late teens and early twenties, I wondered if that is what I wanted out of life. I wanted a companion but not someone who would cramp my style, and…
It’s funny how you were the best thing that happened to me and the worst thing that happened to me at the same time. I tasted true happiness when I was with you and all the bitterness that pain can bring you too. We had a good run for a while there. I guess beginnings…
Do you know the funniest part about us ending things? You actually had the nerve to say that you’re broken one, that you’re hurt. You had the nerve to say that I left you for dead and moved on without ever looking back. I wish I had, I wish I could’ve done it the way…