Uma carta para o homem que me ajudou a recompor-me
O meu amor,
Sei que por vezes me esqueci de vos dizer como agradeço tudo o que fizeram por mim, por isso gostaria de o fazer desta forma. Espero que leias esta carta e que sintas o meu amor por ti em cada palavra aqui escrita. Sei que não sou a pessoa mais fácil de lidar e que tenho as minhas velhos demónios who don’t let me live the life I deserve.
Sabes, eu sempre fui tão diferente de ti. Eu era sempre a ansiosa, a deprimida, enquanto tu eras alegre e a alma de todas as conversas. But I had my reasons to behave like that and you could understand all of them. I am just thankful to you for accepting me the way I was even if you could be with someone who wasn’t so fucked up as me. Now it looks like you saw something in me, that nobody else was able to see and that you stayed because of that. You were always my best friend, my lover and my better half.
Sabias sempre o que dizer para me acalmar e sabias como me fazer sentir melhor com apenas um abraço. Contigo, senti o que é o amor verdadeiro is and even though I was going through a shitty period in my life, I didn’t miss all the sweetness of your love. I am just sorry that I didn’t always show you how much I loved you. I am sorry for not sharing my life with you while you shared all your darkest secrets with me. I am sorry that I sucked sometimes and that I didn’t know what to do to make you happy. I am sorry for letting you down so many times because I didn’t know how to behave in situations like that.
Só sei que te amei com todo o meu coração e que ainda te amo e sei que podes sentir isso em cada abraço ou beijo. I am so grateful to have you in my life because you are a high-quality man and I don’t know how I deserved you. You must be an angel God sent to me, to save me from myself. You were my salvation when life was rough and the light at the end of the tunnel every time when I couldn’t believe that things will work in my favor.
A verdade é que foste um homem que me ajudou a recompor-me tantas vezes. I really don’t know why you stayed so many times when every other man in your situation would have escaped. But you were there for me and there are no words that can describe how happy I am to have you close. I am aware of the fact that I wasn’t the woman that you wanted to live your life with but yet, you stayed to fix me and to love all the broken pieces. You saw so much potential in me that nobody else ever saw before.
E sabem porquê? Because you didn’t look only at the surface but in my soul. You weren’t the kind of a man who apaixona-se with looks only but with the heart and with the soul. And because of that, you are so special. Because of that I love you to the moon and back, and I hope that you will see my effort to make our story long. In you, I found my best friend, my lover and my soulmate and I don’t want to live any day without you.
Por isso, se alguma vez leres esta carta, fica a saber que há uma mulher por aí que te ama como no primeiro dia e que quer passar o resto da vida contigo. She is maybe not the perfect one but she is perfect for you and as long as she knows that, there won’t be any problems that can’t be solved between the two of you. As long as you stay close to her and give her your unconditional love and support, she will be just fine.
Na verdade, ela será a mulher mais feliz do mundo porque teve a sorte de encontrar aquele que não é um cobarde que só volta para ela quando precisa dela. Pelo contrário, ele é aquele que nunca se vai embora!
