Carta al hombre que me ayudó a recomponerme
Mi amor,
Sé que a veces he descuidado decirte cuánto aprecio todo lo que hiciste por mí, así que me gustaría hacerlo de esta manera. Espero que leas esta carta y que sientas mi amor hacia ti en cada palabra escrita aquí. Sé que no soy la persona más fácil de tratar y que tengo mis viejos demonios who don’t let me live the life I deserve.
Sabes, yo siempre fui muy diferente a ti. Yo siempre era la ansiosa, la deprimida mientras que tú eras alegre y el alma de todas las conversaciones. But I had my reasons to behave like that and you could understand all of them. I am just thankful to you for accepting me the way I was even if you could be with someone who wasn’t so fucked up as me. Now it looks like you saw something in me, that nobody else was able to see and that you stayed because of that. You were always my best friend, my lover and my better half.
Siempre sabías qué decir para calmarme y sabías cómo hacerme sentir mejor con un solo abrazo. Contigo, sentí qué es el verdadero amor is and even though I was going through a shitty period in my life, I didn’t miss all the sweetness of your love. I am just sorry that I didn’t always show you how much I loved you. I am sorry for not sharing my life with you while you shared all your darkest secrets with me. I am sorry that I sucked sometimes and that I didn’t know what to do to make you happy. I am sorry for letting you down so many times because I didn’t know how to behave in situations like that.
Sólo sé que te amé con todo mi corazón y aún lo hago y sé que puedes sentirlo en cada abrazo o beso. I am so grateful to have you in my life because you are a high-quality man and I don’t know how I deserved you. You must be an angel God sent to me, to save me from myself. You were my salvation when life was rough and the light at the end of the tunnel every time when I couldn’t believe that things will work in my favor.
La verdad es que fuiste un hombre que me ayudó a recomponerme muchas veces. I really don’t know why you stayed so many times when every other man in your situation would have escaped. But you were there for me and there are no words that can describe how happy I am to have you close. I am aware of the fact that I wasn’t the woman that you wanted to live your life with but yet, you stayed to fix me and to love all the broken pieces. You saw so much potential in me that nobody else ever saw before.
¿Y sabes por qué? Because you didn’t look only at the surface but in my soul. You weren’t the kind of a man who se enamora with looks only but with the heart and with the soul. And because of that, you are so special. Because of that I love you to the moon and back, and I hope that you will see my effort to make our story long. In you, I found my best friend, my lover and my soulmate and I don’t want to live any day without you.
Así que, si alguna vez lees esta carta, que sepas que hay una mujer ahí fuera que te quiere como el primer día y que quiere pasar el resto de su vida contigo. She is maybe not the perfect one but she is perfect for you and as long as she knows that, there won’t be any problems that can’t be solved between the two of you. As long as you stay close to her and give her your unconditional love and support, she will be just fine.
De hecho, será la mujer más feliz del mundo porque ha tenido mucha suerte de conocer a alguien que no es un cobarde que sólo volverá a ella cuando la necesite. Por el contrario, ¡él es quien nunca la abandonará!
