Una lettera all'uomo che mi ha aiutato a rimettermi insieme

Il mio amore,

So che a volte ho trascurato di dirle quanto apprezzo tutto ciò che ha fatto per me, quindi vorrei farlo in questo modo. Spero che leggerai questa lettera e che sentirai il mio amore verso di te da ogni parola scritta qui. So di non essere la persona più facile da gestire e di avere i miei problemi di salute. vecchi demoni who don’t let me live the life I deserve.

Sai, sono sempre stata così diversa da te. Ero sempre quella ansiosa, quella depressa, mentre tu eri allegra e l'anima di ogni conversazione. But I had my reasons to behave like that and you could understand all of them. I am just thankful to you for accepting me the way I was even if you could be with someone who wasn’t so fucked up as me. Now it looks like you saw something in me, that nobody else was able to see and that you stayed because of that. You were always my best friend, my lover and my better half.

Sapevi sempre cosa dire per tranquillizzarmi e sapevi come farmi sentire meglio con un solo abbraccio. Con te, ho sentito che cosa è il vero amore is and even though I was going through a shitty period in my life, I didn’t miss all the sweetness of your love. I am just sorry that I didn’t always show you how much I loved you. I am sorry for not sharing my life with you while you shared all your darkest secrets with me. I am sorry that I sucked sometimes and that I didn’t know what to do to make you happy. I am sorry for letting you down so many times because I didn’t know how to behave in situations like that.

So solo che ti ho amato con tutto il cuore e che ti amo ancora e so che lo senti da ogni abbraccio o bacio. I am so grateful to have you in my life because you are a high-quality man and I don’t know how I deserved you. You must be an angel God sent to me, to save me from myself. You were my salvation when life was rough and the light at the end of the tunnel every time when I couldn’t believe that things will work in my favor.

La verità è che lei è stato un uomo che mi ha aiutato a rimettermi in sesto tante volte. I really don’t know why you stayed so many times when every other man in your situation would have escaped. But you were there for me and there are no words that can describe how happy I am to have you close. I am aware of the fact that I wasn’t the woman that you wanted to live your life with but yet, you stayed to fix me and to love all the broken pieces. You saw so much potential in me that nobody else ever saw before.

E sapete perché? Because you didn’t look only at the surface but in my soul. You weren’t the kind of a man who si innamora with looks only but with the heart and with the soul. And because of that, you are so special. Because of that I love you to the moon and back, and I hope that you will see my effort to make our story long. In you, I found my best friend, my lover and my soulmate and I don’t want to live any day without you.

Quindi, se mai leggerai questa lettera, sappi che là fuori c'è una donna che ti ama come il primo giorno e che vuole passare il resto della sua vita con te. She is maybe not the perfect one but she is perfect for you and as long as she knows that, there won’t be any problems that can’t be solved between the two of you. As long as you stay close to her and give her your unconditional love and support, she will be just fine.

Anzi, sarà la donna più felice del mondo perché è stata così fortunata ad incontrare colui che non è un codardo che tornerà da lei solo quando ne avrà bisogno. Al contrario, è colui che non se ne andrà mai!