Esta vez tus disculpas no bastan

Ya hemos pasado por esto antes. Me rompes, desapareces de mi vida, me haces sentir que no valgo nada.

Luego vuelves otra vez con tus falsas palabras de disculpa, y te retiro como si no hubiera pasado nada.

Esta vez no.

You can’t apologize for the same thing over and over again. It’s pointless. That apology has no value.

If you were genuinely sorry for something, you would never repeat the same mistake again. You wouldn’t hurt me again and again.

I know you think I will forgive you. Why wouldn’t you think that—I did it so many times before? But you are wrong this time, and I’m going to prove it.

There comes a point in every woman’s life when enough is enough. When she can’t handle any more bs. A point in which she realizes that it doesn’t matter how much she loves a man, she has to love herself more.

I do love myself enough not to stay with someone who double-crossed me so many times, who promised me the stars and gave me the dust. I am not falling for your sob stories anymore. I am done with being understanding about your needs, your “busy schedules” and your painful history.

Take a look around. Each and every one of us has their cross to bear and that doesn’t give us an excuse to treat someone like crap.

So enough with your excuses, I’m sick of hearing them.

I’ll be stronger than myself this time. I will be stronger than my feelings, than my loneliness because I was so lonely in this whole drama with you.

Merezco más que esto, merezco a alguien que no tenga nada importante por lo que disculparse.

Merezco problemas de pareja normales, no tragedias épicas como las que me hiciste pasar.

I deserve someone who won’t look at my heart as a stop along the way from which point he can drop by, make a mess, and leave. I deserve to be someone’s destination.

Can you get that a simple “I’m sorry” can’t erase everything you put me through?

It can’t take back all those sleepless nights I spent crying and thinking about what I did to deserve your poor treatment. There is nothing you can do to undo the damage you caused.

I know you might not agree with me. I know you always think you didn’t screw up that badly. I know you diminish your mistakes. I know you blame half of it on me. I know you want another chance.

¿Otra oportunidad para lo que te pido?
¿Hacerme lo mismo otra vez? No, gracias.

Perdiste todas tus oportunidades conmigo. Si lo sintieras de verdad, lo habríamos resuelto todo con tu primera disculpa hace mucho tiempo. Todo lo que necesitabas hacer era poner tus palabras en acción.

But you didn’t. You just broke me again, and it was worse than the last time.

Your sorry wasn’t honest the first time, and it will never be. That’s why I accept your apology, but I don’t accept you in my life.