Te mereces un amor que permanezca

La vida te la jugó. La vida te hizo quedar como un tonto.

Recuerda todas esas noches en vela en las que te revolcabas en la cama, cubierto de sudor frío e incapaz de asentar la mente. Los pensamientos corrían desbocados, inquietándote.

Recuerda toda la miseria y el dolor que te causó by trying to be something that he wasn’t, someone you deserve.

Recuerda todas esas noches en las que empapabas la almohada con tus lágrimas y gritabas con todas tus fuerzas en la soledad de tus cuatro paredes frías y estrechas. Se hacían cada vez más pequeñas con cada grito que pegabas.

No one ever heard your cries or saw your pain. Only you know what you’ve been through. That’s why you shouldn’t give up under the temptation of getting back to him. Sure, now it seems to you that you’ve made a mistake. It’s not a mistake.

You are just remembering only the good things that the two of you shared. You’ve forgotten the bad things that happened. And there were a lot more bad things than good ones. You forgot that.

Things won’t get better if you fail to resist and go back to him. It will be the same, if not even worse.

Quieres volver con él porque te has acostumbrado a tenerlo cerca. Si llevas una piedrecita en el bolsillo durante unos días y la pierdes, la echarás de menos porque te has acostumbrado a tenerla contigo.

Don’t go back to him because you deserve so much more than he is and more than he gives you.

Mereces que te quieran incondicionalmente.

You don’t deserve being treated hot and cold. You don’t deserve him being all over you one day, and the next he couldn’t care less.

Te mereces besos y abrazos de la nada. Te mereces que te coja de la mano y te bese allá donde estés. Te mereces que te enseñe al mundo.

Mereces que te quieran como deberías haber sido desde el principio.

You don’t deserve someone who’ll pretend he’s there for you and who will bail on you when things get rough. You don’t deserve someone who is unworthy of your love.

You don’t deserve to be left alone like a stray dog on the street – so sad and so alone.

Te mereces a alguien que cure tus heridas y repare tu pobre corazón roto. Te mereces a alguien que te recuerde lo que es el verdadero amor.

You don’t deserve someone who keeps breaking your heart. Someone who makes you cry. Someone who you waste your tears on.

You don’t deserve someone who made you doubt love. Someone who made you doubt its existence. Someone who made you doubt people. Someone who made you trust no one.

You don’t deserve someone que te convirtió de un ser humano cariñoso en una roca fría y sin emociones.

Tienes que saber y comprender que eres una criatura hermosa. Eres hermosa con todos tus defectos. Hay alguien ahí fuera que verá tu belleza y jurará amarte para siempre.

You are a mess – a beautiful mess. Your heart is broken and your mind is collapsing, but you hang in there. You are able to carry it all out. You are able to confront it and live with it. And despite all that, you are still beautiful.

The love you had was unrequited. You know that love hurts. You just have to keep on fighting and you will make it. You have to look like you are fine when we all know you aren’t. But pretending is what keeps you going. Pretending is what makes it easier for you.

But before you do anything, you have to learn or at least remind yourself how to love yourself again. Nothing is as important as that. You have to respect yourself and learn how to be alone. Because at the end of the day, you don’t need anybody. You were born alone and you will die alone.

Devote time to yourself. Do things you’ve been wanting to do for a long time. Say no to everyone else’s needs. Now, it’s time to take care of you.

Mereces ser feliz.

Mereces que te aprecien cada día.

Te mereces el amor incondicional de un hombre.

Te mereces no volver a sentir tanto dolor.

Te lo mereces todo.