Por eso nunca baja la guardia
Nadie la culparía si supiera por lo que ha pasado.
No one would say that she’s weird or that she’s afraid of commitment. No one would talk behind her back if they knew what he did to her.
You should know that she is very afraid—no, more than that: she is aterrorizada de amor. Don’t blame her for that because it’s not her fault.
It’s not her fault that she never saw what true love is. It’s not her fault that she met a jerk who took advantage of her.
It’s not her fault that he took her for granted because he was too selfish and only wanted to please himself. He pretended he loved her because he wanted to have her all to himself.
Era demasiado cobarde para admitir que tenía miedo de estar solo. So, he used her and rejected her when he didn’t need her anymore.
La rechazó y la dejó de lado como si nunca hubiera significado nada para él.
Aunque ella le dio todo de sí misma, aunque invirtió en su relación y la alimentó porque creía que duraría para siempre, él le dio la espalda, dejándola rota y solo.
He tortured her by distancing himself bit by bit. He was never man enough to own up to his mistakes. He didn’t have the guts to tell her he doesn’t love her anymore.
Lo único que sabía hacer era apartarla poco a poco de su vida sin explicación alguna.
Nunca tuvo la cierre que se merecía. Nunca tuvo la oportunidad de seguir adelante pacíficamente.
La destruyó actuando como si se preocupara por ella. Cada vez que ella estaba herida y necesitaba que él estuviera a su lado, él nunca estaba.
Cuando ella se ahogaba en lágrimas, él tenía algo más importante que hacer. Nunca tuvo ningún apoyo. Tenía que pasar por todo ella sola.
And the saddest part is that she got used to it. He hurt her because he didn’t respect her. The only words which meant something were his own.
She never had a chance to speak her mind and even when she did, he didn’t listen to her. He pretended he did, but her words turned into mumbling sounds—they meant nothing.
Se atrevió a darle largas como a una tonta y luego dejarla, al final, vagando como un cachorro perdido por las calles, confundida y sola.
That’s why she never lets her guard down.
She’s afraid to be vulnerable because every time she opened up to him, he turned away and hurt her even more.
Every time she tried to get near him and share her pain, he showed her that he couldn’t care less. Now she has locked her heart and sealed the doors so no one can ever enter.
She’s afraid to make the first move because she is scared to death. When she sees someone she likes, she’ll back down because she doesn’t want history to repeat itself.
She doesn’t even want to give him a chance to prove that he won’t treat her like she was treated in the past.
She’ll walk away, knowing she might miss her chance for happiness, but her fear is way bigger than her bravery to make a move.
Tiene miedo de las despedidas sin una palabra porque él nunca le dio un cierre. Nunca le dio una verdadera razón de por qué le hizo esto.
He never gave her a real reason why he stopped loving her. Actually, she isn’t sure that he loved her at all.
Teme que la gente cambie de opinión por su pasado. Al principio, juró por su vida que la amaba. Quería darle el mundo.
He made her think that she was the most beautiful person in the world and then he took it all from her—just like that without any warning.
She’s afraid that someone will get to know her better and reject her because they don’t like what they see.
She doesn’t want to change for anyone’s sake because she knows she is perfectly fine just the way she is.
Ella sabe se merece algo mejorpero tiene miedo de aceptarlo.
And finally, she is tired of people trying to change her and that’s the reason she keeps them out of her reach.
She wants to stay true to herself and if someone doesn’t like it, it’s not her problem.
She appears confident and strong, but actually, she is falling apart from the inside. Every day when she gets up, she puts on her smile like she puts on her clothes. It’s all fake.
She doesn’t feel like smiling, but she has to, otherwise, her fear would eat her alive.
