Non sono stanco di amare, sono stanco di provare

I’m done trying to fix you. I’m done being the last one on the list. I’m done being an option, a routine call or Scusate, ho dimenticato.

I’m tired of feeling miserable after realizing you weren’t even thinking about me when I was counting on you. It’s so disappointing.

I’m tired of getting my hopes up just to be let down soon after. I’m tired of believing half-truths and holding on to nothing.

If you have no motivation to show me you care for me, just be honest about it. There’s no need to avoid my questions and talk about the least important topics while I’m waiting for a single sign you actually care.

I don’t want to wake up beside a man who can never tell if I’m sad or comfort me. I don’t want to wake up thinking I’m not good enough.

Stavo con te perché eri speciale per me e pensavo che questo sentimento fosse reciproco. Purtroppo mi sbagliavo.

Dovevo decidere. Because you didn’t. Aspettavi sempre che fossi io a fare la prima mossa, a fare qualcosa.

When I love, I love hard; there’s no second-guessing, there’s no indecision. I do everything for the one I love. I wish I could say the same about you.

From day one, you were misleading me; you talked about the future and plans and I was in awe. Unfortunately, I didn’t know that was just a weak projection of your weak ego.

I’m not here to be taken for granted. I’m here to spend my life with someone who will show me I’m rare and treat me like I deserve to be treated.

I’m not scared of loving but wasting my time on someone who doesn’t love me back.

Il fatto di non arrendermi facilmente mi ha fatto disperdere le energie per affrontare sempre le stesse cose. È diventato estenuante.

When someone loves you, your energy is regenerated; they give love back. It’s not expendable.

True love shouldn’t be begged for or ignored. Your indifference and lack of effort made me let go.

Lasciare andare mi ha fatto capire quanto fosse inutile la nostra relazione.

Instead of respecting myself and seeing my worth, I spent a significant amount of my life caring for something that wasn’t even real; not for you anyway.

I’m not a babysitter, I’m a woman; I can’t and won’t tell you what to do and how to live your life. You’re un uomo adulto e mi aspetto che vi comportiate come tali.

I lost my precious time and energy on a guy who didn’t have the courage to love me as I deserve to be loved. I hope others can learn from my mistakes.

Now I know I’m worthy of a love that’s encompassing and unconditional. I’m worthy of being accepted as I am.

I learned my lesson and I’m ready to move on. It’s going to hurt but I know that’s the best for me.

Despite everything, I didn’t lose hope.

I still believe that someday I’ll meet a guy who is going to be perfect for me but the thing is, he will have to find me because I’m done trying, searching and doing a man’s job.

Se mi vuoi, mostramelo e rendilo chiaro.

I refuse to be a victim of someone’s ignorance and selfishness. I have my own needs and next time, I will insist my partner puts in the effort to meet them.

I want a man who will respect me and recognize that I’m worth dying for.

Voglio un cavalcare o morire love, passion. A man who’s going to be my backbone and my strength, someone I can count on.

I want a radical love because I’m ready for it. Only this time, I’m starting with myself.