Ela ama muito porque sabe como é ser tão pouco amada

É verdade. Ela ainda acredita no amor, apesar de tudo o que lhe aconteceu.

Ela foi quebrada tão severamente que mal conseguiu se recompor. Foi privada de amor durante tanto tempo que se sentiu entorpecida durante muito tempo.

And yes, the easiest path for her would be to give up on love entirely. But she doesn’t know how to do that. She can’t do that. She loves hard, and she is brave enough to give love a try no matter what the risks.

She believes that love is worth the risk. She believes that it’s still out there. She just needs to find someone who will love as hard as she does.

Ela ama sem se conter, porque tudo o que conseguiu foram vislumbres de amor.

She loves loudly and fiercely. She doesn’t know how to hide her emotions, and there is no point in doing that anyway. She will openly show she cares.

She will text back as soon as she sees the message because she doesn’t want to play games or ignore another person. She knows how awful it feels when you are waiting for a reply that always comes too late.

She will find time even during her busiest week for someone who is important. She knows all too well how it feels to get only crumbs of somebody’s attention. She knows how awful it is to think that they are there just when it’s convenient.

She doesn’t want to cause that pain to another person. Her past hasn’t left her bitter and with a desire for revenge. It taught her lições inestimáveis.

She knows that making someone new pay for somebody else’s sins wouldn’t change anything. Instead, she has made it her life’s mission to make sure that she never causes somebody the pain she has endured.

Faz mais esforços do que devia porque nenhum foi feito para ela.

Um pouco de esforço, um passo na sua direção, alguém que desse pelo menos metade do que ela está a dar era tudo o que ela precisava e nunca teve.

She is all in or not there at all. She always gives more, some would say even too much, but she doesn’t know how to give half of herself to someone she feels deeply for.

Ela é tão atenciosa e gosta de fazer com que as pessoas se sintam especiais, especialmente alguém por quem está apaixonada. Ela encontra sempre uma nova forma de o fazer saber que está a pensar nele e que sente a sua falta sempre que não está por perto.

Ela ouve porque não havia ninguém para a ouvir quando ela mais precisava.

Ela ouvia e apoiava sempre, mas ainda mais agora que sabe como é difícil estar com alguém e sentir-se sozinha. Ela nunca teve o sistema de apoio de que precisava.

She never had somebody to help her carry the burdens. She always had to do it alone. She always carried everybody else’s, too. The weight of the world was on her shoulders.

She knows that she can’t always help. She knows that she can’t solve everybody’s problems, but she also knows how important it is to listen. She knows that just being there is enough.

She had nothing that’s why she’s ready to give everything to the right person.

She loves hard because she knows how it feels to be loved so little. She doesn’t want that for anybody. She doesn’t want it for herself either.

Essa sensação horrível ainda a persegue. Love shouldn’t be begged for. Love shouldn’t be chased. Love shouldn’t restrain and cage anybody. She knows that now.

Ela aprendeu as suas lições e fará o seu melhor para não repetir os mesmos erros. Ela é capaz de detetar todas as bandeiras vermelhas a quilómetros de distância.

She will do her best to choose better next time love knocks on her door. She will make sure that love is real or she won’t open at all.