Por favor, encontre-me depois de um desgosto

Não me encontres a chorar.

Don’t find me picking up the pieces.

Don’t find me staring at the sky looking for answers.

Don’t find me when I’m in pain.

Don’t find me because I won’t see you standing there. My eyes are going to be shut because of all the pain I’m feeling.

Quando me partem o coração, não confio em ninguém. Not even the ones I’m supposed to trust. You’ll be coming along at the wrong time. I trusted once and he betrayed me.

Ele deixou-me com o coração a sangrar and excruciating pain. Why would I risk that happening all over again? He said he would protect me, he swore he wouldn’t hurt me either, but he did it anyway. How do I know you wouldn’t do the same?

So, please, I’m begging you, find me after a heartbreak. Find me when I’m all better.

Ele obrigou-me a ficar sozinha. He crushed all the love I had. He stomped on my heart and left a huge footprint. He left dirt that takes a lot of time to clean. Don’t be the one to help me, because I know you’ll fail and I’ll lose you.

Deixem-me em paz. Deixem-me curar por mim próprio. Deixem-me encontrar um caminho para a luz, para encontrar uma forma de me limpar e seguir em frente.

Ele não me fez sentir nada. After he was done, I felt like a nobody. I felt absolutely nothing. I couldn’t be angry or sad. I wish I could scream in anger, I wish I could let it all out, get the disappointment and the pain out of my system.

But he put on such a performance that it left me speechless. This break-up was his work of art and I was his display in a gallery. I didn’t have a mind of my own, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak. I was his work of art, completely controlled by him.

I wouldn’t be able to see you this way. I wasn’t able to see myself. So, please, leave me alone until I get back what’s mine, until I get back my old self.

Depois de passar este desgosto, depois de me curar, encontra-me então. Sê suficientemente corajoso para me encontrares e me amares.

Encontra-me quando me sinto bem comigo mesmo. Find me when I’m in the prime of my life. Find me when I’m happy and I don’t care about what anyone has to say.

When I get back my self-worth and my dignity, I’ll be ready to love again. So, find me depois de um desgostoe não no meio dela.

Find me when I’m a unique work of art. I want you to see my beautiful mess which was a result of a heartbreak. I want you to see how strong I am and how, despite the hell I went through, I managed to get back on my feet.

Please, find me when I’m strong enough to find myself again. Quero que me encontres quando eu baixar as minhas barreiras e te deixar entrar no meu coração sem quaisquer dúvidas. Quero que me encontres quando confiar em ti com o meu coração e a minha alma.

I want you to be by my side when I’m able to fix myself and every glitch that’s slowing me down. I want to be the best version of myself and I want to make you the best version of yourself.

I want us both to be ready to love each other for the rest of our lives. Because, truth be told, I’m done with heartbreaks. I’m done wasting time on people who hurt me.

Por isso, ouve-me. Por favor, encontrem-me depois de um desgosto de amor e não um momento antes.