Ti prego, trovami dopo un colpo di fulmine

Non trovatemi in lacrime.

Don’t find me picking up the pieces.

Don’t find me staring at the sky looking for answers.

Don’t find me when I’m in pain.

Don’t find me because I won’t see you standing there. My eyes are going to be shut because of all the pain I’m feeling.

Quando mi si spezza il cuore, non mi fido di nessuno. Not even the ones I’m supposed to trust. You’ll be coming along at the wrong time. I trusted once and he betrayed me.

Mi ha lasciato con il cuore sanguinante and excruciating pain. Why would I risk that happening all over again? He said he would protect me, he swore he wouldn’t hurt me either, but he did it anyway. How do I know you wouldn’t do the same?

So, please, I’m begging you, find me after a heartbreak. Find me when I’m all better.

Mi ha costretto a rimanere da solo. He crushed all the love I had. He stomped on my heart and left a huge footprint. He left dirt that takes a lot of time to clean. Don’t be the one to help me, because I know you’ll fail and I’ll lose you.

Lasciatemi stare. Lasciatemi guarire da sola. Lasciatemi trovare una via verso la luce, trovare un modo per ripulirmi e andare avanti.

Non mi ha fatto provare nulla. After he was done, I felt like a nobody. I felt absolutely nothing. I couldn’t be angry or sad. I wish I could scream in anger, I wish I could let it all out, get the disappointment and the pain out of my system.

But he put on such a performance that it left me speechless. This break-up was his work of art and I was his display in a gallery. I didn’t have a mind of my own, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak. I was his work of art, completely controlled by him.

I wouldn’t be able to see you this way. I wasn’t able to see myself. So, please, leave me alone until I get back what’s mine, until I get back my old self.

Dopo che avrò superato questo strazio, dopo che sarò guarito, trovatemi allora. Sii abbastanza coraggioso da trovarmi e amarmi.

Trovatemi quando mi sento bene con me stesso. Find me when I’m in the prime of my life. Find me when I’m happy and I don’t care about what anyone has to say.

When I get back my self-worth and my dignity, I’ll be ready to love again. So, find me dopo un colpo di fulminenon nel mezzo.

Find me when I’m a unique work of art. I want you to see my beautiful mess which was a result of a heartbreak. I want you to see how strong I am and how, despite the hell I went through, I managed to get back on my feet.

Please, find me when I’m strong enough to find myself again. Voglio che tu mi incontri quando abbatterò i miei muri e ti lascerò entrare nel mio cuore senza alcun dubbio. Voglio che tu mi trovi quando mi fiderò di te con il mio cuore e la mia anima.

I want you to be by my side when I’m able to fix myself and every glitch that’s slowing me down. I want to be the best version of myself and I want to make you the best version of yourself.

I want us both to be ready to love each other for the rest of our lives. Because, truth be told, I’m done with heartbreaks. I’m done wasting time on people who hurt me.

Quindi ascoltatemi. Cercatemi dopo un colpo di fulmine e non un momento prima.