It seems to you that your boyfriend doesn’t enjoy spending time with you.
Although you try to justify him, thinking he is too busy or something like that, deep down, you know that this is not how a real, adult relationship should look.
For as long as you can remember, you’ve felt like you are forcing this man to be with you.
He is rarely the one who initiates anything in your relationship—you are the one who texts him first most of the time and the one who invites him to meet on most occasions.
Sometimes you feel like this guy wouldn’t think of you if you didn’t contact him first and that your relationship would be completely non-existent if you weren’t the one holding it together.