¿Por qué alejo a la gente? La verdad tras tus miedos

Apartas a la gente, eso es lo tuyo, ¿no?

Despite this, you keep asking yourself why you can’t let people in, and yet, whenever somebody gets near you, you do the same thing again. You shut everything down, and you push them even further away.

Vuelves a levantar tus muros y ese alguien se queda sin ti.

You don’t even bother explaining because you often catch yourself not knowing why you do it in the first place. So it’s easier just leaving without a trace than explaining something you’re not sure of.

Usted alejar anybody who could care for you—why is that?

“You can’t always be pushing people away. Someday, nobody will come back.”- The Dear One

Nadie puede ser tan duro contigo como tú mismo. Nadie puede machacarte tanto como tú mismo.

You’ve been through way too much. Nobody can possibly fathom the trauma and loss you had to endure in your young life.

Nobody knows those things because you don’t let anyone see what you are tratar con.

Nunca permites que nadie esté tan cerca de ti. The minute somebody steps too close, you take a step back. Always creating a gap between you two, aren’t you?

Regardless of what you’ve pasado por en la vida, tratas de ver lo bueno en la gente. Haces todo lo que está en tu mano para creer que vendrán días mejores, pero nunca te das el espacio suficiente para dejar que esos días buenos lleguen.

Sometimes, it’s just not possible to look brightly on the things that are coming towards you. There is always a dose of scepticism and doubt inside you.

You’re the type of person that thinks about everyone but herself. You’re always the last person on your priority list.

You’re the type of person who’s there for everyone in the blink of an eye, and the first one to make the rest of the world happy, even if they don’t deserve it.

You weren’t suficientemente bueno por las personas que amaste mientras crecías.

There was always that ‘something’ they expected of you, and no matter what you did, it just wasn’t enough. Nobody told you that all this is not your fault.

Seguías pensando (y sigues pensando) que te mereces el dolor que te da la vida.

You somehow feel you caused it for yourself—you must have done something wrong, so now God is ‘returning the favor’, and you never dare question it.

You feel like you need to pay the price for something, but you just can’t wrap your mind around what that is.

Así que, cuando acabas a solas con tu oscuridad, sigues asintiendo cuando esa oscuridad viene a abrazarte, y la abrazas con tristeza en los ojos.

You just don’t let people see it.

Te niegas a ser la víctima. Has decidido que nadie te vea de rodillas. Así que, sea lo que sea lo que te depare la vida, te las apañas solo.

Nadie llegará a ver tus lágrimas porque sigues creyendo que si demuestras una cosa, nada te impedirá dejar la piel al descubierto.

If you let it all out, you are frightened you’ll never be able to stop, and it will only push people away even more… and that’s what scares you the most.

You don’t want to scare people away. You can’t live with that. You’d rather push them away. That’s something you can live with.

It’s never the right time.

There is always something more important than relationships, from bonding with people. You always have so much on your plate, and you just can’t handle anything else. It’s better to wait.

There’s always that one little thing that prevents you from letting anyone in.

There is always a small flaw or an imperfection, and because of that flaw, you simply can’t let that person into your life. It just creates a wall between the two of you that is insurmountable.

The real truth is you’re scared.

You’re just too scared to admit it or you’re just too scared to let people in. You keep finding these stupid excuses to comfort yourself with.

Excusas que hacen que apartar a todo el mundo te haga sentir mejor. Sólo que nunca lo hace.

You keep rationalizing your actions when in fact, they have nothing to do with reason. It’s all about your heart, and your heart is scared.

You don’t want to be like that. You don’t want to be scared, and you don’t want to push people away. It’s just way less painful to push them away primero que dejarles entrar y ver cómo se van por su propio pie.

The thing is, and you wouldn’t admit it for anything in this world, you just want someone to tell you it’s OK.

And it is OK. For real, it’s fine.

Alguien vendrá y demostrará que te equivocas, ¿vale?

Somebody who will show you that the world isn’t as dark and twisted as you make it seem in your head.

Hay tantas oportunidades increíbles para ti y te niegas a verlas. Hay tanta gente ahí fuera que bien por ti and your soul—you just need to open your eyes to see them.

There will come a person who’ll be able to see your worth and who’ll let you see how worthy you are.

He’s going to be the one to prove to you that there are people out there who deserve you, and people who can make you happy. There is someone out there who won’t hurt you, you know.

Sólo tienes que aguantar un poco más.

You’ll know when the ‘right’ person enters your life—just don’t push this one away.

Cuando llegue esa persona, hará que todo parezca mejor. Él tendrá una manera de hacerte sentir fuerte, poderoso y hermoso.

Y cuando esa persona entre en tu vida, permítete el privilegio de ser amado como te mereces.

Don’t push this one away because he is going to be the one who finally makes everything seem worthwhile.