Querido Dios, traiga lo que traiga el futuro, cuento contigo

Mi pasado está lleno de momentos en los que pensé que no lo conseguiría.

Momentos en los que estaba convencida de que nada ni nadie podría salvarme y de que estaba condenada al fracaso.

Moments when I felt like I’d reached my breaking point and when I had no hope for a better tomorrow.

Sin embargo, de alguna manera, siempre salía de ella. De algún modo, siempre me las arreglaba para encontrar un camino y hallar la luz en la oscuridad.

En cuanto pensaba que había tocado fondo, alguna fuerza divina me sacaba a la superficie, sin dejar que me ahogara.

Ahora sé que siempre fue Dios. Fue Él quien siguió enviándome sus bendiciones y quien nunca permitió que llegara a un punto en el que no hubiera vuelta atrás.  

After many obstacles and challenges, it hit me—God always had and will have a way, even if I don’t.

Dios siempre nos da la fuerza que necesitamos cuando menos lo esperamos y siempre nos arregla las cosas.

So, I’ve stopped worrying. Yes, me, the queen of pensando demasiado, finally realized that there exist some things which are beyond my comprehension and beyond my reach. Things I don’t have any impact on whatsoever.

Sometimes, I can only pray to God to give me what’s best for me, even if I don’t know it.

To lead me through life and to show me the way, even when I don’t see it.

Someone might call me weak but yes, this is me admitting that I can’t make it on my own.

Que necesito Su guía y que necesito que me lleve de la mano en los días buenos y malos.

Así que.., dear God, I’m counting on You. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring for me, I don’t know what awaits me but I have hope because I do know one thing—that You will never let me down.

I don’t know what kind of people will cross my path but I count on You that they’ll all have a purpose in my life.

That they’ll be the right ones for me and if they happen to be wrong, that they will at least help teach me all the right lessons.

I don’t know what obstacles I will have to overcome but I count on You that you’ll give me the strength to walk over them with confidence and the inner power I need.

That they’ll help me grow and become the best possible version of myself.

Dear God, I’m counting on You because I know that You have a plan for me and for every living creature in this world.

Because I know You will never send me more than I can handle and that You’ll always give me a hand to drag me out of all life’s difficulties.

I’m counting on You because I know that nothing is accidental and that You have a bigger cause for everything.

Sé que Tú haces todo por mi mayor bien y porque Tú sabes más que yo.

I’m counting on You because Lo haces todo en el momento justo. I’m counting that You’ll send me the people and the things I need and not just the ones I want.

Dear God, I’m counting on Your blessings, on Your miracles and on Your mercy.

I’m counting that You’ll put all the odds in my favor. That You’ll make me wiser and more importantly—happier.