Si la dejas marchar, así es como la echarás de menos
You can’t seem to find a reason to stay anymore. That’s fine but what reason do you have to leave? If you leave, she won’t try and make you stay, because she knows better than to beg for someone’s attention and appreciation.
She won’t even ask you to explain yourself, because your reasons don’t mean anything to her. You will lose her and she will continue to respect herself. You want to know why?
Well, you’re going to leave the only woman who was able to love you so passionately and the only woman who wanted to be there for you in sickness and in health.
Before you finally decide to leave, you need to know that it’ll be fun and games in the beginning, you will think that you are free and that you can do whatever your heart pleases.
Sólo espera a que ese primer chapuzón de alegría se desvanezca, porque te quedarás con la sensación de que algo está desaparecida. Something very important is gone and you won’t get it back. It’s her. You will miss her.
At first, it will seem like you have everything you’ve been longing for, for so long. Has recuperado la libertad. Pero la sensación de insatisfacción empezará a devorarte poco a poco.
It’s the moment when you will remember her strength, the way she’d look you straight in the eye and tell you what was bothering her even if she was on the edge of crying.
La verás en cada desconocido. Every woman who looks slightly like her will remind you of how much you’ve messed up. You will hear her voice and you will look around, trying to find her, but she won’t be there.
She will never again be there. This is the moment when you will start to get desperate and you might try to call or text her but she won’t reply.
Ahora es cuando te golpeará muy fuerte. Recordarás lo leal que era porque era completamente tuya.
She made it too easy for you, right? You’d never before been in the position where a woman put so much effort into a relationship.
Recordar cómo rechazaba a todos los chicos que intentaban conseguir su número te destruirá, porque echarás de menos la forma en que sólo te quería a ti.—a nadie ni a nada más que a ti.
Are you sorry now? Well, don’t bother to apologize. She knows better than to go back to someone who doesn’t know how to appreciate her.
You took her for granted and now you’re looking for her in every woman that you’re trying to build a connection with.
Todas esas mujeres están jugando y jugando con los sentimientos de los demás y tú vuelves a recordarla, porque era tan cruda y sabías que siempre era sincera, sobre todo.
La echarás de menos the way she missed you all those times when you weren’t there for her. She didn’t have someone to talk to and she kept making excuses for your absence, although she knew that you were just messing around.
But she stayed by your side, hoping you’d change. You’ll miss the way she forgave you your mistakes.
You’ll miss the way she loved you unconditionally. You’ll miss her and her green eyes. You’ll miss her kisses, her hugs and the way she’d call out your name.
There is no way you’ll ever find someone like her. That’s why you’ll keep missing her. You might even be in a new, happy relationship but she’ll pop into your mind from time to time, because she has her own little spot there.
And you won’t find a way to get rid of that thought that you lost someone as precious as she was.
La perdiste porque pensaste que era más divertido probar algo nuevo. Te fuiste y ahora tienes que lidiar con las consecuencias—echándola de menos el resto de tu vida.
