Nel 2025, voglio un amore che rimanga

There are too many things in life that don’t last and love shouldn’t be one of them.

I’ve already had people coming in and out of my life who were supposed to be my friends, I’ve had men telling me that they loved me in one moment and then turning their backs to me the next, and I had people who promised to be there just to go and disappear when I needed them the most.

This year was full of things that didn’t last. I’ve been put through hell by the people who should’ve cared for me the most.

My heart has been broken, my back is full of knives and my eyes have no more tears to cry despite the pain I’m feeling.

But, I’m not giving up. No, not me.

Scelgo di essere ottimista. Scelgo di essere positivo. Scelgo di aspettare la luce alla fine del tunnel.

I’m putting all my hopes in the year that is yet to come. I’ve had my fair share of hell and now it’s time to finally experience the happiness that stays and a love that doesn’t leave me. That’s me, an eternal optimist.

Out of all the wishes someone could have for the year to come, I only have one—all I want is a love that stays.

I don’t want anything temporary anymore. I want a love that doesn’t leave. I want that per sempre storia.

I want a love that makes me feel like I’m good enough. Like I’m more than my mistakes and like my imperfections are not ever allowed to shadow my good side.

I want a love in which I won’t be mistreated for making a mistake, where my efforts will be appreciated and where I’ll feel like I am just fine in my own skin.

Voglio un amore che mi faccia sentire a casa, un amore che mi faccia sentire al sicuro. I want a love that will be my safe haven, a love for which I’ll thank God each day and night, a love that will make me feel comfortable enough to be who I am, where I won’t need to put on any masks, where I won’t need to pretend to be something I’m not.

Voglio un amore in cui mi senta importante. I just need love in which I’ll feel like my feelings matter, like what I have to say is important, like something would change if I disappeared all of a sudden. I want a love in which I know I’ll be missed if I’m gone.

Voglio un amore che rimanga, un amore su cui poter contare. I want a love that will make me feel high, a love that will take me to the stars and a love that I’ll be selfish about and that will make me not want to share with anyone.

I want a love that cares, a love that’s honest, a love that’s there just because of me, a love that doesn’t treat me like a backup plan.

Voglio un amore che rimanga per sempre e non finché non trova qualcun altro, qualcuno di meglio.

Voglio un amore che prometta di rimanere. Un amore che mantiene le sue promesse, un amore che rimane anche quando i tempi si fanno duri, che mi tiene per mano durante tutte le tempeste e un amore che è la mia luce alla fine del tunnel.

A love that helps me when I lose my faith, a love that doesn’t allow me to get tired, a love that makes sense out of everything bad. That’s what kind of love I want in 2025.

Prometto di lasciare tutti i miei cuori infranti nel 2024. Prometto di dimenticare tutti coloro che mi hanno spezzato, tradito o mentito e prometto di ricominciare da zero quando questo nuovo amore entrerà nella mia vita.

With this new year, I’m ready for a new beginning, a better beginning.

The year to come is about hope. And even though this year has left me bruised, even though I’ve fallen a hundred times, I managed to stand up and I’m still standing, ready to start from scratch.