Ti sbagli se pensi che non possa andare avanti senza di te

If you think that I’m still crying over you, you have no idea how wrong you are. Yes, I loved you, but sometimes just loving someone is not enough. I’ve realized that you’re not worthy of being my priority.

Se ti dicessi che mi sono sentito benissimo quando te ne sei andato, mentirei a me stesso. Basta con le bugie! La verità è che non ci sono parole per descrivere come mi sono sentita. Ho pianto. Ho urlato. Ho gridato.

I wanted to disappear off the face of the earth. I couldn’t stand myself. My body was in pain. My heart was broken into small, tiny pieces, and my soul was crying for help.

Mi dicevano: Time heals everything, darling… Non ci ho mai creduto. Ma ora ha senso per me.

When you’re left with nothing but time, time becomes your friend in misery. You have no will to go out; you have no will to smile but you exist. You exist in time, and time brings you understanding and acceptance.

If you don’t understand or don’t accept the situation you’re in, you will not be able to move on.

I finally had time to think it through and accept the situation I’m in. So, everything that I’m about to say will be nothing but truth.

If you think that I need you in order to feel better about myself, you’re wrong!

The truth is, I never needed you, and I don’t care what you’re going to think of it. I’m not afraid of my emotions towards you. I’m not afraid of the person that I used to be.

I’ve realized that you were the one who changed me. You lured me into your toxic world that changed me.

Non ero più la persona che ero prima. Mi hai reso il tuo schiavo che obbedisce a ogni tuo comando, che serve solo a te. Mi ero persa.

I lost myself by obeying you. I wasn’t even aware that I was doing it. I thought that this is how it should be.

Well, it’s not!

If you think that I’m still the same person that you made me become, you’re wrong!

Alcune particelle del vecchio me esistono ancora, ma mi sono assicurato di cancellare tutte quelle velenose. Ora il nuovo me ti sta dicendo di andare a farti fottere e di non tornare mai più. Il vecchio me era una versione perfetta di me secondo i tuoi standard.

Hai creato una persona desiderosa di fare qualsiasi cosa, una persona che aveva compassione e una persona che si fidava del fatto che tu sapessi cosa stavi facendo. Ero la tua bambola perfettamente progettata che hai usato per manipolare.

I’m not the same person anymore, and I will never be. The perfectly designed doll no longer exists.

If you think that I still love you, you’re wrong!

I’ve never loved you. I loved the idea of being in love with you. Being in your world felt like a magical place to be.

I was so deluded that I didn’t even notice all of those bad aspects of your being. You seemed like a perfect statue that will make you feel good if you worship her.

You’re not a statue. You’re not even a man, and I was not in love with you. I realized that being in love only happens to those whose hearts reciprocate.

Tutto il resto è solo un'illusione e, una volta aperti gli occhi, ci si rende conto di quanto abbia senso.

If you think I can’t move on without you, you’re definitely wrong!

If you thought that I was gonna call you a thousand times just to tell you that I miss you, you’re wrong. I’ve set my priority list where you no longer exist. You’re wrong if you think that I’m not capable of living on my own.

You’re wrong if you think that someone else will not appreciate and treat me the way I deserve. They will.

And then you’ll realize the mistake of letting me go.