É altura de encerrar o capítulo sobre ti e seguir em frente

Chega de responder às tuas mensagens solitárias e bêbadas que me dão esperanças e não levam a lado nenhum. Estou farta de permitir que entres e saias da minha vida como te apetece. 

Acabou-se a navegação no teu Instagram ou Facebook porque ainda sinto falta do teu rosto, do teu toque, do teu cheiro.

Já não, porque de vez em quando deparo-me com algo que me deixa triste e desiludido.   

Estou farta de esperar por um milagre. Já chega de sonhar que tu te apercebes de tudo e que vens para me arrebatar e salvar o dia.

You’re not my prince charming and I’m too old to believe in fairytales. 

The truth is “Hurt people hurt people.” 

That’s one of the reasons I don’t blame you for anything. You were broken and you just spread that brokenness onto me.

But I wasn’t the one to blame for your ex or for any of your issues. 

I hope you’ll stop. I hope you won’t emotionally crush another woman as you did me. I hope you’ll be better towards her than you were to me.

Estou a falar a sério, porque finalmente admiti para mim próprio que já não há mais "nós".  

I wish things didn’t have to go that way. I wish you could’ve opened up to me and we could’ve sorted everything out while there was still time.

It’s too late now. I am done, exhausted, and drained.

Estou a libertar-te da minha mente.

I forgive you. I can’t live my life and resent you for all the crappy things you did to me.

I can’t hold grudges because of the hurt. It’s not my place to do that and it only makes it harder for me to move on. 

Still, I hope you will feel remorse one day, that you will regret hurting me the way you did. I hope you will grow a conscience. But all in all, I don’t hate you. 

Tenho de admitir que tenho pena de si. 

Lamento porque nunca saberás o que é realmente o amor verdadeiro. You might never give it a chance because you’re too scared to let anyone in. 

Claro que podes estar com alguém e serás amado, mas tens de aprender a amar de volta. Para dar a sua mente, corpo e alma a alguém e permitir que o amor o consuma.

And I don’t think you’ll ever do that. I hope I’m wrong and I wish you luck.

I know I’m not going to be fine right away, but I will get there eventually.

The wounds you left behind are deep. But wounds heal. Heart still beats although it’s broken. I will glue, tape, and hold it together, but I am going to get better. 

Consigo sempre reerguer-me; tenho a certeza de que o farei agora. Eu tenho isto. A minha dor não é mais forte do que eu. 

I’m opening my heart to the possibility of true love. The love I could never have had with you. 

Desejo-vos felicidades but I know I deserve better. I care for you but I also care for myself, that’s why I’ll wait for someone who treats me better.

I’ll wait for someone who gives me more of his time and love. Someone who’ll be crazy about me just like I am for him.

Este amor unilateral was never for me. That’s why I am erasing every trace of you in my life and keeping my distance. 

Caminharei para o futuro passo a passo, com a cabeça erguida e o coração aberto a novas oportunidades.

I will walk alone and I won’t be scared. I’m starting a new life – a brand new chapter. One where there’s no you.