Es hora de que por fin cierre el capítulo de ti y siga adelante

Se acabó responder a tus mensajes de borracho solitario que me hacen ilusionarme y no me llevan a ninguna parte. He terminado lo que le permite ir y venir de mi vida a su antojo. 

Se acabó navegar por tu Instagram o Facebook porque sigo echando de menos tu cara, tu tacto, tu olor.

Ya no, porque de vez en cuando me topo con algo que me entristece y decepciona.   

Me cansé de esperar un milagro. Ya no sueño con que te des cuenta de todo y vengas a barrerme y a salvar el día.

You’re not my prince charming and I’m too old to believe in fairytales. 

The truth is “Hurt people hurt people.” 

That’s one of the reasons I don’t blame you for anything. You were broken and you just spread that brokenness onto me.

But I wasn’t the one to blame for your ex or for any of your issues. 

I hope you’ll stop. I hope you won’t emotionally crush another woman as you did me. I hope you’ll be better towards her than you were to me.

Lo digo de verdad porque por fin me he admitido a mí mismo que ya no hay más nosotros.  

I wish things didn’t have to go that way. I wish you could’ve opened up to me and we could’ve sorted everything out while there was still time.

It’s too late now. I am done, exhausted, and drained.

Te libero de mi mente.

I forgive you. I can’t live my life and resent you for all the crappy things you did to me.

I can’t hold grudges because of the hurt. It’s not my place to do that and it only makes it harder for me to move on. 

Still, I hope you will feel remorse one day, that you will regret hurting me the way you did. I hope you will grow a conscience. But all in all, I don’t hate you. 

Tengo que admitir que lo siento por ti. 

Lo siento porque puede que nunca lo sepas qué es el verdadero amor. You might never give it a chance because you’re too scared to let anyone in. 

Claro que puedes estar con alguien y te amarán, pero tienes que aprender a corresponder al amor. Entregar tu mente, cuerpo y alma a alguien y permitir que el amor te consuma.

And I don’t think you’ll ever do that. I hope I’m wrong and I wish you luck.

I know I’m not going to be fine right away, but I will get there eventually.

The wounds you left behind are deep. But wounds heal. Heart still beats although it’s broken. I will glue, tape, and hold it together, but I am going to get better. 

Siempre consigo recuperarme; estoy seguro de que ahora lo haré. Lo tengo claro. Mi dolor no es más fuerte que yo. 

I’m opening my heart to the possibility of true love. The love I could never have had with you. 

Te deseo lo mejor but I know I deserve better. I care for you but I also care for myself, that’s why I’ll wait for someone who treats me better.

I’ll wait for someone who gives me more of his time and love. Someone who’ll be crazy about me just like I am for him.

Este amor unilateral was never for me. That’s why I am erasing every trace of you in my life and keeping my distance. 

Caminaré hacia el futuro paso a paso, con la cabeza alta y el corazón abierto a nuevas oportunidades.

I will walk alone and I won’t be scared. I’m starting a new life – a brand new chapter. One where there’s no you.