Não se preocupe em voltar quando ela decidir tentar de verdade com outra pessoa
Tudo o que fizeste foi jogar jogos com ela. Tudo o que fizeste foi brincar ao empurra e puxa com ela.
It was this endless game that only you would probably never get tired of. The only problem is you sucked in a girl who didn’t want to become a part of your game.
Ela só te queria, mas era impossível ter-te sem toda a bagagem que trazias contigo.
She didn’t enter this ‘relationship’ or whatever you choose to call it now so you’d be able to project your insecurities onto her.
She didn’t hop on that ride so you could keep her just close enough to know you existed, but always at arm’s length so she never got too close.
Whenever you saw things were getting serious, you’d pull back.
Nunca quiseste dar tudo de ti. Nunca quiseste permitir-te sentir tudo o que uma relação traz.
It seemed as if you were only there for the good parts and small talk, but once things would get heated, once you actually needed to involve true emotions, you’d bail.
Sempre tiveste o hábito de desaparecer no momento mais inapropriado.
The moment it appeared to her that you would actually come forward with how you truly felt, she’d end up getting zero response from you in days.
Como se tivesses desaparecido da face da terra.
Whenever she got tired of your games or waiting for you, you’d pull her back and start it all over again.
The moment you saw her doubting you or questioning your ‘relationship’, you’d pull her back into your little game that usually led her only to a dead end.
You’d start with your sweet talk once again and you’d start appearing in front of her whenever you had the chance.
You’d start doing everything just to make sure she got used to having you around one more time and when things eventually got too heated, you’d once again perform your good old trick called ‘pull away while you still can’.
You’d leave her wondering what she did wrong this time.
Sabias que ela nunca poderia tentar com mais ninguém enquanto ainda estivesses no jogo.
Ela precisava de uma conclusão ou de algo que lhe dissesse que a vossa história tinha terminado.
But you never gave her any of that. You got her hooked and that’s how you always wanted to keep her.
You knew she couldn’t move on until someone said out loud that everything you had was over.
Mas ela nunca pôde ser essa pessoa, não porque fosse demasiado fraca, mas porque nunca soube qual era a sua posição em relação a ti.
You never had the chance to truly try and that’s what kept her for so long.
Construíste um suspense, uma tensão que lhe dizia que se avizinhavam coisas maiores. Mas esses tempos nunca chegaram porque nunca estiveste pronto para te comprometeres verdadeiramente com ela.
Só precisavas que ela pensasse assim porque também precisavas dela.
Ela era o teu porto seguro. Ela era a única que estava sempre lá para ti, acontecesse o que acontecesse.
Sabia-se que se podia contar com ela, dia e noite. Ela era a sua pessoa, aquela que toda a gente espera encontrar durante a sua vida.
Mas como tinha demasiado receio de melhorar o seu jogo, arrastou-a para o turbilhão da sua toxicidade.
You know, you might be the bigger player here, but you’re missing something.
You’re missing the fact that as good as you are at this push and pull game, nothing you do will stop her once she decides to cut all strings with you.
And although this might seem unrealistic to you, she’ll do it.
It won’t take her much longer to see you for who you truly are.
She’ll see that you’re only a player full of promises you never intend to keep.
Que só fica quando as coisas não são sérias, mas que foge sempre que os sentimentos reais começam a vir à tona.
It won’t take her much longer to see she deserves more than you.
She deserves more than a guy who doesn’t know what he wants, more than someone who’s afraid of real feelings.
It won’t take her much longer before she realizes that there will be someone who’ll give her everything she deserves and everything you’ve been unwilling to give her.
When she realizes there is someone else who’s going to make a true effort and who’s going to be there for her the same as she was for you.
Don’t bother coming back once she realizes you are just an immature boy who’s too scared to commit.
Because by the time you realize what you’ve pushed away, all your efforts to pull her back will be in vain.
She will have found someone who’ll appreciate her the way you never knew.
