Non preoccupatevi di tornare quando deciderà di provarci davvero con un'altra persona

Non hai fatto altro che giocare con lei. Non hai fatto altro che giocare a spingere e tirare con lei.

It was this endless game that only you would probably never get tired of. The only problem is you sucked in a girl who didn’t want to become a part of your game.

Voleva solo te, ma era impossibile averti senza tutto il bagaglio che ti portavi dietro.

She didn’t enter this ‘relationship’ or whatever you choose to call it now so you’d be able to project your insecurities onto her.

She didn’t hop on that ride so you could keep her just close enough to know you existed, but always at arm’s length so she never got too close.

Whenever you saw things were getting serious, you’d pull back.

Non hai mai voluto metterti in gioco. Non avete mai voluto permettere a voi stessi di provare tutto ciò che una relazione porta con sé.

It seemed as if you were only there for the good parts and small talk, but once things would get heated, once you actually needed to involve true emotions, you’d bail.

Hai sempre avuto l'abitudine di sparire nel momento più inopportuno.

The moment it appeared to her that you would actually come forward with how you truly felt, she’d end up getting zero response from you in days.

Come se foste scomparsi dalla faccia della terra.

Whenever she got tired of your games or waiting for you, you’d pull her back and start it all over again.

The moment you saw her doubting you or questioning your ‘relationship’, you’d pull her back into your little game that usually led her only to a dead end.

You’d start with your sweet talk once again and you’d start appearing in front of her whenever you had the chance.

You’d start doing everything just to make sure she got used to having you around one more time and when things eventually got too heated, you’d once again perform your good old trick called ‘pull away while you still can’.

You’d leave her wondering what she did wrong this time.

Sapevi che non avrebbe mai potuto provarci con qualcun altro mentre tu eri ancora in gioco.

Aveva bisogno di una chiusura o di qualcosa che le dicesse che la vostra storia era finita.

But you never gave her any of that. You got her hooked and that’s how you always wanted to keep her.  

You knew she couldn’t move on until someone said out loud that everything you had was over.

Ma lei non ha mai potuto essere quella persona, non perché fosse troppo debole, ma perché non sapeva mai qual era la sua posizione nei tuoi confronti.

You never had the chance to truly try and that’s what kept her for so long.

Hai costruito un cliffhanger, una tensione che le diceva che le cose più grandi erano in arrivo. Ma quei momenti non sono mai arrivati perché non sei mai stato pronto a impegnarti veramente con lei.

Avevi solo bisogno che lei la pensasse così perché anche tu avevi bisogno di lei.

Lei era il tuo rifugio sicuro. Era l'unica che c'era sempre per te, qualunque cosa accadesse.

Sapevi di poter contare su di lei, giorno e notte. Era la tua persona, quella che tutti sperano di trovare nel corso della propria vita.

Ma tu avevi troppa paura di fare un passo avanti e l'hai trascinata nel vortice della tua tossicità.

You know, you might be the bigger player here, but you’re missing something.

You’re missing the fact that as good as you are at this push and pull game, nothing you do will stop her once she decides to cut all strings with you.

And although this might seem unrealistic to you, she’ll do it.

It won’t take her much longer to see you for who you truly are.

She’ll see that you’re only a player full of promises you never intend to keep.

Che resti solo quando le cose non sono serie, ma che scappi ogni volta che i sentimenti veri cominciano a venire a galla.

It won’t take her much longer to see she deserves more than you.

She deserves more than a guy who doesn’t know what he wants, more than someone who’s afraid of real feelings.

It won’t take her much longer before she realizes that there will be someone who’ll give her everything she deserves and everything you’ve been unwilling to give her.

When she realizes there is someone else who’s going to make a true effort and who’s going to be there for her the same as she was for you.

Don’t bother coming back once she realizes you are just an immature boy who’s too scared to commit.

Because by the time you realize what you’ve pushed away, all your efforts to pull her back will be in vain.

She will have found someone who’ll appreciate her the way you never knew.