I know I am not the easiest person to handle and I also know that you went through so many things to be with me. That’s why I want to thank you.
There were times when I wasn’t there with you completely because I was into my own stuff. And in those days I let you down. I let down the only man who would do anything for me.
The one who stayed with me late at night while I was preparing for my exams, just to make me a cup of coffee and tell me that I am not alone. Because when there are the two of you, everything gets better.
I am sorry that I wasn’t the woman you had been dreaming about. I am sorry that I haven’t listened to your ideas while you were explaining them to me with a fire in your eyes.
You wanted me to trust to you, but I wasn’t even capable of doing so.
I still remember those days when you were super happy while preparing plans for the two of us. And I let you down every single time. At that time, I thought some other things were more important than you. But sadly, I was wrong!
Even when I literally had nothing to offer in our relationship, you stayed.
And when I think of that, my heart breaks to pieces. I feel terrible remorse for all those days when I wasn’t there and I should have been.
You know, I am trying to figure out why you stayed with me when I treated you like shit. Because the truth is that I never was with you but that didn’t stop you from staying with me. Maybe you saw something much deeper in my eyes. Maybe you saw that I am a fucked up person and that sometimes I care so much more about myself than about my loved ones.
Maybe you were an angel God sent to take care of me. Unfortunately, I couldn’t recognize that in you.
I don’t know what made you realize I am worthy of your love, but I am happy it happened.
Now, more than ever I want to cherish you and our love. I want you to feel like on cloud nine when you are with me. I want to be that girl you have been dreaming about all these years. And most of all, I want to love you the way you loved me. I want to be truly, madly, deeply and without limitations in love with you. I am just sorry that it took me so much time to realize that you were someone I could always rely on.
I promise that from this moment on, I will learn from you because you are an inspirational and beautiful human being.
There aren’t words strong enough to describe my happiness for having you in my life. Thank you for the million little things that made my life better.
Thank you for making it easier when life gets hard. Baby, thank you for staying even though you had every reason to leave.