I felt it for weeks, that he wasn’t holding me as he had before… He had non-stop no libido. Yes, he was kind and loving, but something didn’t feel right. Of course, I was fearful to check, but I knew there was only one way forward: creating the space for honest, authentic communication. So, with…
Before you love me, understand this. I am broken, fractured, shattered. My heart has an arrow punctured through it, my back has a knife embedded, my mind has a shield hiding inside it. People have broken me, again and again. Never repairing, never caring about the flowers they kill. They kicked up dust into the…
To be honest, I never believed in second chances and I never believed that people could change. I was always convinced that someone who screwed you over once will do it again. And that was my attitude toward all people in my life and especially men. It doesn’t mean I didn’t treat them right—I simply…
If someone asked you how I feel about you, you would probably tell them that I’d forgotten all about you a long time ago. You would probably tell them how I’d moved on a while ago and that you are just a part of the past for me now. You would probably tell them that…
You caused me a lot of pain and I suffered a lot because of you. You broke my heart and you broke me. You destroyed everything that you could destroy about me and you changed me as a person for good. You always treated me like a piece of shit, like I never mattered to…
Do you know how it feels to love someone you know will never love you back? Do you know how it feels falling in love while trying so hard not to? Do you know how it feels falling for someone you know will never be yours? You feel empty. You feel broken. From the first…
Your phone lights up and your heart is racing because you see his name. After so much time, after so many “goodbyes forever” and “never mores” he is here again, making a small step to crawl back into your life. And you are letting him, even though you know you shouldn’t. You know the best…
I used to be this innocent little girl who always believed in love. I believed in people and I believed in the power of good. And most of all, I believed in the power of love. Although everyone around me kept telling me I was foolish and naive and that I was living in a…
No matter how much she hoped that you two would make it, it was never meant to be, really. No matter how much she tried, how much she gave or how much she prayed, it was all in vain because you were incapable of loving. You still are, I guess. All the times she believed…
For a long time, I was convincing myself you loved me and even if you didn’t, that you eventually would. And God knows how much I fought for your love. There was nothing I wouldn’t do to make you love me. But nothing was enough. You don’t love me, never did and never will. At…