Carta abierta al hombre que me abandonó

La sensación de desesperanza que me dejaste era innegable. Puse todo de mí en ti, para no recibir nada a cambio.

I hoped one day that you would return. But another part of me knows you gave up on me for more reasons than one. I wish you the best of luck on your journey. I hope one day you find the happiness you couldn’t find in me.

Tras notar esas fluctuaciones en tus acciones, supe que lo nuestro se había acabado.

I wasn’t your main priority anymore

I thought what you were going through was just a phase. You spent less time reaching out to me. You didn’t make plans to see me anymore.

Las llamadas llegaban cada vez menos. Sólo quería creer que tal vez volvería la persona carismática y persistente que solías ser.

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Perdiste interés en mí

I tried to earn you back but I knew I wasn’t the issue. El interés que tenías por mí había desaparecido. Empecé a darme cuenta de que cuanto más me empujaba sobre ti, más huías.

Your mind was on another agenda. You had your own goals, aspirations, and realities that couldn’t be fulfilled with me as a lifelong partner.

I tried my best to get you to love me again. I wasn’t able to satisfy your needs. My love will now be given to somebody who desires me as much as I desire them.

Tenías otros

You don’t have to lie to me. I knew the whole time. I knew that you weren’t just focused on me. I saw the way you acted when I accused you of having others. I was never enough for you.

That is why you had to find other versions of me. To achieve a sense of admiration I couldn’t provide for you. I gave you everything. The others that you had on the side just made you feel more empty. I could’ve given you everything that you asked for.

You weren’t ready to settle down

Siempre fui demasiado maduro para mi propio bien. Mis expectativas crecían a medida que me hacía mayor. Esto me dejaba cada vez más insatisfecha. Intenté hablarte de nuestros planes de futuro juntos.

La verdad era, you just weren’t ready to settle down. En cambio, me hiciste creer que un día lo serías. Te creí. Ahora, me siento más sola y desanimada que nunca.

Now, we live our lives on completely different spectrums. Different cities. Different lifestyles. A part of me wishes that it didn’t have to be this way. My heart yearns for you to return. I hope you are content in any direction life decides to gravitate you to.

Te rendiste conmigo.

And I hope that one day you seek a person who fulfills you in a way that I couldn’t. I wish the best for you and your endeavors.
por Isabella Piper