Te ha perdonado pero no quiere saber nada de ti
Nunca pensó que encontrar la fuerza para perdonarte for all the hell you’ve put her through. She never thought she would be able to forgive you for all the harm you’ve done to her.
Nunca imaginó que podría perdonarte por todas las lágrimas que lloró por ti. Por cómo la trataste o por cómo la hiciste sentir.
Pero aquí está, haciendo exactamente eso. Yes, that’s right—you’ve heard it well. This is her forgiving you.
But she isn’t doing it for your sake. No, the only person she is doing it for is herself.
Cuando dejaste atrás a esta chica, también dejaste atrás toda tu negatividad. Fue como si transfirieras toda tu toxicidad y pesimismo a ella.
After you left, anger and resentment started to consume her completely. She was pissed and furious at you for everything you’d done.
En lo único que podía pensar era en las formas de vengarme dulcemente de ti porque pensó que era la única manera de recuperar la paz.
Quería vengarse de ti y quería que sintieras lo que ella sentía porque pensaba que era la única forma de curar su corazón roto y su ego roto.
But then, it hit her. She had become a prisoner of her hatred toward you. And you still had power over her, even though you were gone. You were still a huge part of her life, even though you weren’t physically present in it.
She realized that she had become everything she swore she’d never be. Her hatred and anger made her become a bitter, negative and toxic person. Her negative emotions caged her and didn’t let her be free.
She realized that she was actually holding on to you as long as she was holding grudges. And that is why she finally let you go, together with all the bitterness and pessimism you’d left behind.
She decided it was time for her to forgive you because you didn’t deserve to still have an impact on her. You weren’t that important for her to dedicate her time or energy to hating you.
Te perdonó porque finalmente aceptó todo lo que había pasado. Aceptó que no había nada que pudiera hacer para cambiarte y que las cosas tenían que ser como eran.
Decidió que era hora de aceptar las disculpas que nunca recibió porque era lo único que la liberaría. Porque era la única forma de que ella siguiera adelante con su vida y de que tú te fueras de verdad de ella.
But that doesn’t mean that her forgiveness is an invitation back into her life. Because it is anything but that.
Yes, she forgave you but she still doesn’t want anything to do with you.
The truth is that she forgave you but she definitely didn’t forget about everything you did to her. By forgiving you, she is letting go of you but it doesn’t mean that she is approving your actions or sending you the message that you didn’t do anything wrong.
Sólo porque tiene un buen corazón y porque ella perdona, it doesn’t mean she is stupid. It doesn’t mean that she doesn’t see you for who you really are and it doesn’t mean she thinks of you in any better way than she did before.
It doesn’t mean that she hasn’t learned her lesson and it definitely doesn’t mean she is ready to repeat her mistakes.
By forgiving you, she isn’t giving you another chance to screw her up once more or to break her heart again. She isn’t giving you a green light or an opportunity to finish her off.
Instead, she is giving herself another chance to rise from the ashes you’ve put her in. She is giving herself a chance to completely move on from you and from all the pain you’ve made her experience.
Se está dando la oportunidad de empezar de nuevo y de tener un futuro sin ti.
