Esto es para una joven esposa de una amante a largo plazo.

I never wanted to take him away from you. He came to me, all broken and tired, asking for some love. So, I gave him a shelter in my heart and my bed. I made all his bad dreams go away. He was so happy when he was with me but I saw in his eyes that he was not completely satisfied. I knew he was thinking about you all the time. About the pain he was doing to you. But at the same time, he didn’ want to stop. I don’t know why he is cheating you with me. Maybe I have something that he misses about you. Maybe that is the one piece of the puzzle he needs to be completely happy. And he found it in me.

I want you to know I didn’t quiere ser el SEGUNDO. I wanted to be the one and only but life didn’t give me that opportunity. So, I accept every invitation to be someone’s first choice even for one night. Because being the second one hurts me a lot. 

Quiero que sepas que yo también tengo sentimientos. 

I am not a cold-blooded bitch like you think. I felt frustrated when he couldn’t come because you were having your friends over. I was upset every time he canceled our meeting because the two of you had an emergency.

Luego me quitaba la ropa interior de encaje y apagaba las velas. Todo eso lo hacía en silencio.

In those moments, I became aware of the fact that I am the second one. Probably, I will always be in that position because I don’t know how to be monogamous. It is in my genes and I can’t do anything about it. A leopard can’t change its spots.

I am trying to fall in love with one man only but after some time I realize he is not the one I need. I start hating him for the things he does and the ones he doesn’t do as well. And I can’t get away of that circle because I am not doing anything to escape. 

 

 

Me encantaría cambiar y espero conseguirlo algún día. Pero hasta entonces probablemente me acostaré con cada hombre que me preste atención. Qué triste, ¿verdad?

Tu hombre no era el único que engañaba a su mujer conmigo. Muchos hombres pasaron por mi vida y todos se fueron con cicatrices emocionales.

Frankly speaking, I don’t know why guys cheat.

No se trata de machos que saltan de una cama a otra, sino de maridos entregados y padres cariñosos. Hay alguna razón, desconocida para mí, que les hace vender su verdadero amor por una aventura de una noche.

But no matter how exciting it is to be a forbidden fruit, in the end, I get sick and tired of being the second one. Because every man in the end, chooses his wife, the mother of his kids and I always stay alone. They don’t care about my feelings and my needs since they were with me just to please theirs.

Así que sólo quiero que sepas una cosa: si alguna vez descubres que te ha estado engañando, por favor, trátale de la misma manera que él te trató a ti. Será su llamada de atención y se dará cuenta del tesoro que ha perdido por pensar con la polla en vez de con la cabeza.

¿Y yo?

Superaré esto sola. Soy lo suficientemente fuerte para soportar todo el dolor y las lágrimas después de que él me deje para ir a consolarte. No es mi primera vez y ya me acostumbré a estas bofetadas que me da la vida.

Encontraré la forma de salir de este infierno. Y las cosas mejorarán para mí.
They have to be…

El Roto