Dijiste Que Te Importaba Pero Cruzaste Todos Mis Límites

Viniste por una segunda oportunidad. Después de todo lo que me hiciste pasar, querías fingir que no había pasado nada. Me pediste que creyera que me amas. 

Well, guess what? I don’t. I can’t believe you anymore. I’ve had enough of your lies. You don’t have to pretend that you care for me. It’s over.

It’s finally over. I don’t know how or from where, but I gathered the strength to leave you. I know that it’s something I should have done a long time ago, but I couldn’t.

My love for you was so big, it was stopping me from leaving you, even though I knew you didn’t love me.

I had peace and calm in my life. I had some boundaries and I didn’t allow anyone to cross them. Then you showed up, crossed all my limits, and took all the calmness out of my world.

I set those boundaries because I didn’t want to get hurt, but you were a player like no other. I didn’t know what I was getting myself into when I allowed you to become a part of my life.

First, you made me fall in love with you so deeply to forget about everything else. You made me doubt myself. You made me insecure and fragile. I forgot how much I’m worth and what I deserve.

Entonces cambiaste tu juego al ataque. 

Well, it was easy because I already trusted you with all my life. I never could have imagined that you’d use me. 

¿Podrías explicarme, por favor? ¿Cómo pudiste usar a alguien que te amaba más de lo que nadie te amará jamás?

Mis sentimientos me cegaron, pero ahora lo veo todo claro. You didn’t have respect for mis límites, which means you didn’t respect me. 

You just wanted to test how much I could handle. I remember how you once said that you’d never make me sad. In the end, you were the sole reason for my unhappiness.

I loved you and I hoped that one day things would change. That you’d realize that you really met a unique girl who gave you that once in a lifetime love. That movie kind of love everyone dreams of. 

Por desgracia, sí se dio cuenta, sólo que ya era demasiado tarde.

¿Quién diría que las cosas podrían cambiar así, eh? Ahora eres tú el que sufre y yo me curo y sigo adelante poco a poco.

I’m learning to live again because you broke me that much that I had to learn it all from  scratch. I am learning that I shouldn’t believe people so much. I am learning that some people don’t deserve my precious time.

I’m learning that some people don’t deserve my heart and my love, no matter how much I love them. This is a new beginning for me and I’m looking forward to it. I hope this time I’ll be smarter and less naive.

Realmente no tenía otra opción que empezar desde el principio. Me volqué en nuestra relación.

Te lo di todo. Tonta de mí, creía sinceramente que me querías y que te lo merecías todo.

Al final, me costó perderme a mí mismo. Resultaste ser mi peor pesadilla. Ahora estoy pagando el precio por ello. 

No, I’m not complaining, I know I deserve it for being so naive and foolish.  Still, after everything I did for you, for our relationship, you didn’t know to appreciate it. 

Invertí mi tiempo y energía en ti, pero nunca fuiste capaz de darme lo mismo a cambio.

Juraste con todo tu corazón que me amabas. Pero el hecho es que tus acciones nunca coincidieron con esas palabras.

Tus acciones me mostraron just the opposite. You can’t love someone if you’re constantly doing something they’ve asked you million times not to do.

That’s not what hurts me the most. I’ve already forgiven you for all of that.

The fact I didn’t appreciate myself enough to stop you when it was necessary is what’s killing me from the inside.

Ahora sé que tengo que mantener la guardia alta, por mucho que quiera a alguien. La gente puede cambiar en un momento, y también sus sentimientos.

I’m setting some new rules and limits in my life. My newest one: Not giving second chances to people who don’t deserve it. Be sure that you never cross that one.