No te molestes en volver cuando ella decida intentarlo de verdad con otro

Todo lo que hiciste fue jugar con ella. Todo lo que hiciste fue jugar a empujar y tirar con ella.

It was this endless game that only you would probably never get tired of. The only problem is you sucked in a girl who didn’t want to become a part of your game.

Sólo te quería a ti, pero era imposible conseguirte sin todo el equipaje que llevabas contigo.

She didn’t enter this ‘relationship’ or whatever you choose to call it now so you’d be able to project your insecurities onto her.

She didn’t hop on that ride so you could keep her just close enough to know you existed, but always at arm’s length so she never got too close.

Whenever you saw things were getting serious, you’d pull back.

Nunca quisiste entregarte por completo. Nunca quisiste permitirte sentir todo lo que una relación conlleva.

It seemed as if you were only there for the good parts and small talk, but once things would get heated, once you actually needed to involve true emotions, you’d bail.

Siempre has tenido la costumbre de desaparecer en el momento menos oportuno.

The moment it appeared to her that you would actually come forward with how you truly felt, she’d end up getting zero response from you in days.

Como si hubieras desaparecido de la faz de la tierra.

Whenever she got tired of your games or waiting for you, you’d pull her back and start it all over again.

The moment you saw her doubting you or questioning your ‘relationship’, you’d pull her back into your little game that usually led her only to a dead end.

You’d start with your sweet talk once again and you’d start appearing in front of her whenever you had the chance.

You’d start doing everything just to make sure she got used to having you around one more time and when things eventually got too heated, you’d once again perform your good old trick called ‘pull away while you still can’.

You’d leave her wondering what she did wrong this time.

Sabías que nunca podría intentarlo con nadie más mientras tú siguieras en el juego.

Necesitaba un cierre o algo que le dijera que tu historia había terminado.

But you never gave her any of that. You got her hooked and that’s how you always wanted to keep her.  

You knew she couldn’t move on until someone said out loud that everything you had was over.

Pero ella nunca pudo ser esa persona, no porque fuera demasiado débil, sino porque nunca supo a qué atenerse contigo.

You never had the chance to truly try and that’s what kept her for so long.

Creaste un cliffhanger, una tensión que le decía que le esperaban cosas mejores. Pero esos momentos nunca llegaron porque nunca estuviste preparado para comprometerte de verdad con ella.

Sólo necesitabas que pensara así porque tú también la necesitabas.

Ella era tu refugio seguro. Era la única que siempre estaba ahí para ti, pasara lo que pasara.

Sabías que podías contar con ella, día y noche. Era tu persona, la que todo el mundo espera encontrar a lo largo de su vida.

Pero tú tenías demasiado miedo para intensificar tu juego, así que la arrastraste al torbellino de tu toxicidad.

You know, you might be the bigger player here, but you’re missing something.

You’re missing the fact that as good as you are at this push and pull game, nothing you do will stop her once she decides to cut all strings with you.

And although this might seem unrealistic to you, she’ll do it.

It won’t take her much longer to see you for who you truly are.

She’ll see that you’re only a player full of promises you never intend to keep.

Que sólo te quedas cuando las cosas no van en serio, pero que huyes cada vez que los sentimientos reales empiezan a aflorar.

It won’t take her much longer to see she deserves more than you.

She deserves more than a guy who doesn’t know what he wants, more than someone who’s afraid of real feelings.

It won’t take her much longer before she realizes that there will be someone who’ll give her everything she deserves and everything you’ve been unwilling to give her.

When she realizes there is someone else who’s going to make a true effort and who’s going to be there for her the same as she was for you.

Don’t bother coming back once she realizes you are just an immature boy who’s too scared to commit.

Because by the time you realize what you’ve pushed away, all your efforts to pull her back will be in vain.

She will have found someone who’ll appreciate her the way you never knew.