Si miras a tu alrededor, te darás cuenta de que me he ido

Si echas un vistazo, te darás cuenta de que ya no espero tus mensajes.

Tampoco estoy enviando ninguna. No intento conectar mentalmente contigo para que me respondas. No voy a enviar ese segundo mensaje cuando no has tenido la decencia de responder al primero. He terminado de mirar un pantalla vacía. I have a lot going on and don’t have the time to worry about why you are acting stupidly.

If you look around, you’ll notice I am not waiting for you to make time for me.

I am not there so you can cancel on me or serve me your lame excuses. I am not bending over backward and ignoring my own plans just so I can see you when it’s convenient.

If you look around, you’ll notice you are not getting anything from me, not anymore.

Me cansé de dar y no recibir nada a cambio. Me cansé de sentirme tan solo y tan poco apreciado cuando estaba contigo. Me cansé de no saber a qué atenerme. Me cansé de retroceder dos pasos cada vez que avanzábamos uno.

If you look around, you’ll notice that you miss this smile of mine.

¿Recuerdas cuántas veces arranqué esa sonrisa, a pesar de que me hiciste llorar la noche anterior? ¿Recuerdas con qué facilidad perdoné y superé todo porque siempre nos antepuse a cualquier problema que pudiéramos tener? Nunca volveré a hacerlo.

If you look around, you’ll notice I am not there to listen anymore.

I am not there to support you no matter what. I am not there to understand you when nobody else can. I am not there to read between the lines and guess the things you refuse to say. I can’t be there anymore because I never got those things from you.

If you look around, you’ll notice I am no longer there to boost your ego.

Subirte al pedestal mientras me bajas y despiertas mis inseguridades. Quiero rodearme de gente que potencie y hacerme más fuerte de lo que ya soy. Sólo me hiciste sentir débil e indigna.

If you look around, you’ll notice I am not waiting anymore.

I’m not waiting and I am not expecting anything from you anymore. You drowned my hopes of a better life together a long time ago. I finally realize life is too short to be strong for someone who uses the fact that they are your weakness to manipulate you. Life is to short to spend it on somebody who is never sure about anything. Life’s too short to settle for less than I deserve.  

If you look around, you’ll notice Me he ido.

I am gone for good this time. I know you don’t believe me because I went and I came back so many times before. I gave you oportunidades infinitas and you misused them all.  I know you don’t believe me and I don’t care because this time, I believe it myself.