Carta a alguien a quien quiero y odio al mismo tiempo

Formas parte de mi vida y te quiero con todo mi corazón. Te quiero por todo lo que has hecho por mí.

I love how you make me smile and how loved I’ve felt since I met you. Can you imagine how big my love is?

Intenta imaginar la montaña más alta que existe. Ahora, junto a esa montaña, imagina una exactamente igual. La primera es mi amor por ti. La otra es el odio.

Eres mi roca, mi persona, la que siempre está ahí para mí, la que me dio todo lo que necesitaba en la vida.

How could I not love you for all of this? You are my first love, my true love and I don’t want to live in this world without you.

Muchas personas no tienen tanta suerte de encontrar a su alma gemela tan pronto en la vida.

Tuve suerte y estoy agradecida por ello. Al principio parecías perfecto para mí y resultó que lo eres.

We’ve been through many things together and we matured together. Cuanto más te conocía, más te quería.

Además, en el proceso de conocerte, empecé a odiarte un poco. Eso creció con el tiempo.

Sabías lo mucho que significabas para mí y te aprovechaste de ello. Simplemente descuidaste mis sentimientos.

We love each other and you think that because of that love I’ll always be with you no matter what.

Baby, that’s not how a relationship works. Te quiero por los sentimientos que me diste pero te odio por no respetarlos. Te odio por hacerme pensar en romper contigo. Pero si sigues actuando así, puede que tenga que hacerlo.

You are angry because your job is not going well. Why do you have to take it out on me? You are frustrated because you are not at the stage of your life you’d want to be at.

Why do you have to take it out on me? Why don’t you hold my hand and let me help you with something that’s bothering you?

Why can’t you be calm and happy that we’re alive and together? It doesn’t take much to be truly happy but you don’t want to see the felicidad that’s right in front of you.

I don’t need much in life, only a saludable. Esa es mi felicidad. Tú eres mi hogar y mi lugar feliz. Necesito que cuides de mi hogar y de mi lugar feliz.

Don’t force yourself, don’t get frustrated at the things you can’t change. I know I am your rock now but you have to understand that even a rock can break.

Once I get to my limits, I’ll fall off of a cliff and you’ll see me broken into a thousand pieces. Is this what you want for someone you love with all your heart and soul?  

Please don’t make me worry about you so much. Don’t be reckless. When you’re leaving town, get ready, pack enough clothes and call me when you get a chance. When you’re at work, don’t get angry.

Simply take a deep breath and remember that I’m waiting for you at home and that at the end of the day, everything will be all right. Take care of your body.

Vete a dormir a la hora. Come verduras y camina todo lo que puedas. Haz una lista de prioridades y ponte en primer lugar.

I don’t care which number I am on that list, as long as you stay number one.

You won’t be able to take care of me if you haven’t taken care of yourself. And I’m telling you this because I want you to take care of me, to be my one and only for the rest of our lives.

Be kind to yourself and be kind to me. Respect my love for you and respect the fact that I’m always thinking of you, so don’t make me worry. If you love me, you won’t make me worry about you ever again.

Serás bueno contigo mismo, respetarás tus necesidades, tu cuerpo y, por supuesto, a mí.

I don’t want to keep up with you, I want us to have a path we could both walk on. Love should be the name of our path.

Respect could be our shoes and the sparkle in our eyes could be the signs on the path. I don’t want much from life, only health and you by my side.

I don’t understand why you would want anything more. We’ll have each other, be each other’s rock and we’ll get through anything in life.

Don’t ruin what has been built. For the past six years, you’ve been making me very happy. I am still head over heels in love with you.

But you also make me crazy from time to time. You live your life like there’s no tomorrow and consider material things as the only things worth fighting for. And have you noticed how tomorrow always comes?

Remember that I don’t need you. Te quiero a ti. And I want you to take care of yourself so that I won’t have to take care of you. I want us to take care of our children together. Are you capable of doing that? If not, I’ll have to let you go.

No matter how much I love you, I don’t have the strength to deal with your temper.

And I hate your temper so badly. I’m sorry but sometimes love is not enough.

If I ever say goodbye to you, remember that you’ll always be my soulmate no matter what. I’ll love you till the end of time. Me leaving you will never mean I stopped loving you.

Sólo significa que me respeto a mí misma más de lo que tú nunca lo hiciste. Y, cariño, el amor y el respeto van de la mano.