Una Carta A Mi Fuckboy: F*ck You

Si tu único objetivo era engañarme, enhorabuenaporque lo has conseguido. I just can’t believe that you played this game so well. All those sweet words that you told me to make me go to bed with you. All those touches that made me shiver and all those nights in white cotton sheets that I will never forget. You are really something, you know? You knew a good way to deceive a girl who loved you with all her heart.

Pero nunca me quisiste. You just loved my body and you thought how you would take advantage of me and move on to another girl. And that’s what you did. After sleeping with me, you moved on to another one, and another one. And you told all of us that you loved us. But what you felt was so far from love. You were justifying yourself for doing that by saying you were young and that you wanted to explore things. But you didn’t think about me and my feelings. You didn’t think that I would be devastated when I found out that you were cheating on me all this time. You won’t be sad because I suffer, crying myself to sleep or skipping meals. You won’t give a damn about me because that is who you are—just one more fuckboy in my life who thinks that he is special.

¿Pero sabes qué? ¡Que te jodan! Te superaré, aunque me duela mucho. Encontraré de algún modo la forma de reparar mi corazón roto y nunca más dejaré que un hombre me trate como tú lo hiciste. Lo que nunca te perdonaré es que supieras qué clase de persona era yo en realidad. Sabías que era una joven ingenua que temblaba cada vez que me mirabas, porque estaba perdidamente enamorada de ti. Pensaba que eras mi felicidad eterna y que envejecería contigo. Te consideraba el hombre especial de mi vida, pero por desgracia tú nunca pensaste eso de mí. Yo sólo era una chica más con la que te acostabas cuando querías y nada más.

Sólo me usaste para pasar un buen rato conmigo, sin ataduras. And I was blind to see all that. I didn’t realize that you were playing mind games with me every time you saw that I might slip from your hands. Then you would reach out to me and grab me with your toxic hands, put me up against the wall and start making love to me wildly. And I would try to push you away so hard but I couldn’t. Every time I would surrender and no matter whether I wanted it or not, I was yours, with my entire body and soul. I gave you everything that I had and you didn’t even want to try to have something serious with me.

Sólo querías divertirte y pasar de una chica a otra. You did the same thing to that cute girl from your college, the one with the great ass. Once you saw her, you told yourself that you had to have her. And you did. After her, you seduced that hot waitress, promising her eternal love. She fell for your lies but you didn’t sweat the small stuff after you hurt her. You didn’t want to make excuses because you already got what you wanted. And you had a proud smile on your face, thinking that you could have any girl that you wanted. I admit that you are a handsome and charming man. Any girl would fall for your sweet smile and your interesting stories.

But in the end, when you show your real face, you won’t be so appealing. In fact, women will run away from you because you are such an ugly man inside. You really don’t have anything to offer and you are more superficial than anyone thinks. And since karma is a bitch, you will suffer as well. You will suffer so hard, like all the women who suffered because of you. A woman will come into your life who will make you feel obsessed with her and your magic won’t work on her. She will be stronger than you and she will be the one who controls the game.

Cuando ella te deja, todo chupado y seco roto...sabrás cómo se sintieron todas las chicas de las que te aprovechaste. You will feel the same dose of pain and brokenness and there will be nothing that will make you feel better. And I just hope that this kind of scenario will make you think about the things you did in your past. I hope that you will realize that you made a mistake and that you will never lead on any other woman. There won’t be anyone else who will wonder why they are not enough for you and why you don’t love them like they love you.

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