Starò bene senza di te

I know that you always were less intelligent when it came to me. You thought that I needed you in my life, to be my rock. But the truth is, that I really don’t. I just need myself focused on the things I want to do and the goals I want to achieve.

So, don’t think that I need you.

Non ho mai avuto bisogno di te, ma tu ti sei rifiutato di capirlo. Eri troppo cieco per vedere che sono una donna forte e che posso affrontare la vita da sola. Anzi, a volte è meglio essere soli che in cattiva compagnia.

So, somehow I have a need to thank you for letting me go. Thank you for giving up on me, because if you hadn’t, I would never know how strong and independent I am.

I know that you thought that I would crave your attention and that I would beg you to come back. I also know that you thought that I wouldn’t be able to find a better man than you.

And be honest and admit that a fact like that hurt you the most. Your boosted ego couldn’t understand that someone else could hug me better than you, kiss me better than you, love me better than you. Well, sorry to burst your bubble, but that is the truth. I know that I can live without you.

Sto benissimo nel mio piccolo mondo disordinato.

Sto bene da solo e I don’t want to settle for less than I deserve.
La prossima volta che l'amore busserà alla mia porta, non sarò così pazzo come lo sono stato con te. Gli darò un po' di tempo per capire che è la cosa giusta.

I won’t be so naive to think that every man will love me like I deserve, because I know it won’t always happen and you are the best example of that.

I don’t know what you were thinking when you neglected me, as if something like that would bring me closer to you. For some reason, you thought that I was broken and devastated and that I needed your love to fix me.

Well, I don’t need it, at least not for these reasons. I need your love for something else, but you couldn’t understand that.

You couldn’t understand that I needed you because I loved you and not the other way around.

And please, try to understand for once and for all that I don’t need you to be happy. I fact, I don’t need any man to make me feel like that. I just need to be good with myself and that is all.

As simple as that. So, don’t flatter yourself thinking that you are irreplaceable, because you are not. Some other guy will come and make me feel like I have never felt with you.

Another man will evoke feelings inside of me that I didn’t know I had. Another man will make all my pain go away and you won’t be there to see it. You won’t be there to see how strong and happy I can be with someone else.

Perché mi hai lasciato andare, non prendendosi abbastanza tempo per conoscermi bene.

So, don’t crawl back to me now, asking me to come back to you again. I am not the same person that I was when I was with you and that is totally fine with me. In fact, I like myself better this way.

So, I am letting you go, like you did with me. Go and find your own luck and I will do the same for myself, because you are not as strong a man as I thought and I don’t want to be with someone who can’t decide what he wants in a relationship.

Alla fine, voglio solo dirvi una cosa: “Nothing real can’t be threatened!”

And it turns out that we didn’t have the real thing, so I am letting you go, to go and find someone who will fulfill you. Find someone who will love you more than you can even imagine.

And baby, whatever you do, don’t worry about me, because I will be fine without you!