Una volta superata la linea della mancanza di rispetto, non aspettatevi più che io sia comprensivo

L'altro giorno ho letto una frase di Johnny Depp che mi ha fatto riflettere sul nostro rapporto. Ha detto che

You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel.

I closed my eyes so many times because I didn’t want to see how you were treating me. Or rather, how you were mistreating me.

My heart doesn’t carry any love for you anymore because it was aware a long ago that you don’t deserve such a pure and honest feeling. And I just can’t keep closing my eyes to it.

Mi hai deluso tante volte, ma ti ho perdonato. Mi hai insultato tante volte e ti ho perdonato anche questo. Mi hai ferito più e più volte e ti ho perdonato anche questo.

Non ho fatto altro che perdonarti. Ti ho perdonato più e più volte. I forgave you so many times, when you didn’t even ask for forgiveness, when you weren’t even sorry for what you did.

Ho sempre dovuto essere pieno di comprensione per te e per le tue azioni, così stupide e sbagliate.

Ti inventavi le peggiori scuse di sempre e, anche se sapevo che erano tutte bugie, sceglievo di fingere di credere in ognuna di esse.

Bene, that’s me. A woman who always chooses to see the best in people. One who believes that people can change. One with a naive heart that forgives everyone and everything.

In realtà, quello ero io, prima di decidere di porre fine a tutto questo, prima di rendermi conto di quanto dolore mi causano l'ingenuità e la credulità.

Ero quel tipo di donna prima di decidere di lasciarti al tuo posto: nel passato. Alla fine ho deciso di porre un limite e di non permetterti mai più di oltrepassarlo.

Hai superato tutti i miei limiti e poi mi hai fatto dimenticare che fossero mai esistiti. Hai oltrepassato il limite della mancanza di rispetto ma, grazie a Dio, ho finalmente trovato la forza di say IT’S ENOUGH once and for all.

You can’t just expect me to be understanding anymore. You can’t expect me to get over such awful things like they never even happened. You can’t expect me to love you the same.

In fact, you can’t expect anything from me anymore because you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve me, my naive heart, my honest feelings, nothing.

Here is where I’m drawing the line and be sure that this is the one you’ll never ever cross again. This time, you won’t succeed in your miserable attempts to make me forget about everything and go back to you.

This time, I won’t betray myself. This time, I have decided that it’s time to show some understanding for myself.

All I ever did was honestly love you, while you always took me for granted. I can’t take it anymore. That’s ending now and right here.

Actually, now I’m asking you to be understanding and to leave me alone or at least be man enough at the end and admit your mistakes. Admit that you’ve lost the love of your life and that it was your mistake and only yours.

No, now I’m not asking you to say that you’re sorry or to ask for my forgiveness. You should forgive yourself because you’re the one who is going to suffer in the end.

I forgave you for everything a long time ago. And no, I didn’t do it because I thought you deserved it. I only forgave you because my tired soul deserves to have some peace.

You’ll see. One day, when you are all alone, you’ll understand it all. You’ll understand quello che avevi e quello che hai perso.

You’ll regret losing me for the rest of your life and you won’t be able to do absolutely anything about it and that’s why it’ll hurt you even more. I just wish you a long life so you’ll have more time to think about this.

The moment you crossed the line of disrespect was the moment of your defeat and the moment of my greatest victory in life; the moment you’ll regret for the rest of your life and one I’ll celebrate forever.