Nonostante tutto quello che mi hai fatto passare, voglio ricordare le cose belle

The devastating pain and the heartbreak you’ve put me through are the things I wouldn’t wish for my worst enemy to experience. When you left me, you may have destroyed me, but what you couldn’t destroy was the memory of our love. E questo è un aspetto che conserverò per sempre.

I don’t want to have bad memories of you. Yes, some horrible things happened between us but they shouldn’t ruin all the beautiful moments we had together. And that is why I will always try not to look at you through all those things you did at the end.

I don’t want to remember you as the man who made me cry but as the man who could always put a smile back on my face. I don’t want to keep you in my memory as l'uomo che mi ha spezzato e come l'uomo che mi ha fatto sentire più infelice che mai. Voglio invece ricordarti come l'uomo che mi ha fatto sentire la donna più felice del mondo. Nonostante tutto quello che mi hai fatto passare, voglio ricordare le cose belle.

Ricorderò il modo in cui mi hai guardato quando ci siamo incontrati per la prima volta. Il tuo sguardo è stata la prima cosa che mi ha attratto. Mi ha attirato come una calamita, come se fossi ipnotizzato. Di solito, quando si incontra un nuovo ragazzo per la prima volta, si nota il suo aspetto, ma quando ti ho visto per la prima volta, tutto ciò che ricordavo erano i tuoi occhi e il modo in cui mi guardavano. È quello lo sguardo che ricorderò finché avrò vita. Ero completamente vestita, ma tu mi hai fatto sentire completamente nuda. Mi hai guardato come se mi conoscessi, come se stessi guardando la mia anima. Quello sguardo mi ha spaventato perché mi sono sentita così esposta, ma allo stesso tempo era così familiare e commovente. Sarà sempre qualcosa che non potrò mai spiegare, ma sarà anche qualcosa che ricorderò sempre di te. E la cosa più bella è che hai continuato a guardarmi così per tutta la durata della nostra relazione. Ogni volta che ero con te, mi sentivo come se fossi l'unica persona nella stanza.

Ricorderò quanto ero innamorato di te. E quanto eri follemente innamorato di me. I will remember the roller coaster of emotions I felt when I fell in love with you. I will remember the passion that I couldn’t fight. I will remember the butterflies, I will remember my knees shaking and my head spinning. I will remember the way I couldn’t control myself around you. I will remember that your sole presence was enough for me to go crazy. I will remember how you made me feel like I was on top of the world and that there was nothing I couldn’t do.

I will remember all the times I woke up next to you. I will remember how I enjoyed watching you sleep and how even your snoring made me feel peaceful. I will never forget that I literally couldn’t sleep without you by my side.

Ricorderò la calma che provavo quando ero tra le tue braccia. Qualunque cosa stesse accadendo intorno a noi, mi bastava guardarti e improvvisamente il mondo era un posto migliore.

I will remember all the times you were there for me when I needed you the most. Despite everything that happened between the two of us, I will never forget that I could count on you. I will never forget all the times I needed your support and all the times I needed for you to tell me that everything would be all right. I will always remember the times you came to me just because I wasn’t feeling good or just because I needed to see your face. I will always remember how secure your presence made me feel.

I will remember the way you took care of me. I will never forget how you worried about if I had eaten, if I had slept well or if I was cold. I will always remember all the times you took care of me when I was sick or when I was just feeling down. I will never forget how you were always worried if I’d got home safe or if I’d had enough sleep.

Ma soprattutto, Ricorderò il modo in cui mi hai amato. Because you did love me. I knew it back then, I know it now and I will always know it. And I know you know it. Despite everything you’ve put me through and despite the fact that you left me, I won’t allow anything and anyone to ruin the memory of our love. You did some horrible things to me and I’ve accepted that you don’t love me anymore but that doesn’t change the fact that you did love me hard. There are times when I am angry at you, there are times when I hate you, but even in those times, I don’t let myself forget how much you loved me. And that is something I will always remember. Because that great of a love is impossible to forget.Anche se il tuo amore mi ha fatto a pezzi, spero di ritrovare la via del ritorno. What I know is that I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel complete. Although there are moments when I feel like you’ve killed me, I will always remember that there was once a man who made me feel more alive than ever.