Seja homem o suficiente para admitir a verdade - Você nunca me amou de verdade

Por uma vez, só por uma vez, pelo menos esta última vez, sê um homem e admite a verdade. Admite que nunca me amaste de verdade. Por favor, deve-me pelo menos a verdade.

Don’t try to fool me like you always did and say how you care for me and love me in your own way because if you think that all of that you put me through was love, then I can’t even imagine how you treat people you don’t love.

No, I don’t want to say people you hate because I know you didn’t hate me. How could you hate someone who never gave you any reason to?

It’s just not possible, no matter how bad a person you are or how cruel your heart is.  

Tudo o que te dei foi o meu amor puro, honesto e incondicional. Tu sabias que eu te amava com todo o meu ser e mesmo assim usaste-me e aos meus sentimentos.

Nunca te pedi que me amasses mais porque era simplesmente impossível. Nunca esperei que me amasses da mesma forma, só queria que me amasses. Não importa de que forma ou quanto.

That was also wrong, I know that now. I deserve someone who’ll rock my whole world.

I deserve a guy who’ll be present in every moment of my life, showering me with his love and affection. I deserve to be loved to the core or not at all.

I remember how you used to call me your little birdie at the beginning of our relationship because, as you said, I’m so full of life, always singing and sharing happiness and love wherever I go.

Well, this little birdie can’t fly anymore. Her melody became sad and sorrowful. She’s now full of hate. It’s all your fault, you broke her wings. Partiu-a. Tu com o teu coração frio e sombrio.

Don’t flatter yourself, I don’t hate you. My heart is done with you. It doesn’t have any emotions for you anymore.

I hate myself for opening my heart to a man who didn’t know what to do with it.

Odeio-me por ter permitido que guardasses o meu coração na palma da tua mão para o deitares fora e depois o espezinhares, uma e outra vez.

Agora, aprendi que tenho de manter o meu coração fechado. E tranquei-o e escondi imediatamente a chave. Um tipo que entre na minha vida depois de ti terá de se esforçar muito para encontrar essa chave.

He’ll have to prove to me that he is worthy of letting him into my heart.

It’ll be different the next time I let someone into my life for sure.

You see, you managed to find a way to the deepest chambers of my heart and I let you stay there for too long, even though I understood a long time ago that you didn’t deserve to be in my heart at all.

That’s a place I keep only for myself from now on. I’ll never again allow anyone to take that place. I’ll never again love anyone from the bottom of my heart.

That bottom of my heart is reserved only for me and I’ll never again love anyone more than I love myself.

I feel like I’m not made for this world. I’m too good for it, for fake people like you. I’m naive, my feelings are honest, my heart is pure. I’m everything you never were and never will be.

Era tão difícil ver um coração tão quente e puro que se queimava todos os dias um pouco mais.

Don’t worry, I’m changing. I’m slowly and finally changing. I’m still learning how to deal with fake people with even more fake emotions.

Não, I’m not saying that my heart will turn into ice. I’m not saying that I’m changing para se tornar uma mulher sem coração. I’ll just try to learn to use my heart less.

Tenho de admitir que és uma das pessoas mais inteligentes que já conheci. Brincou comigo, traiu-me…

You put me through hell and never cared about me because you knew that I loved you that much that I wouldn’t mind some burns just to keep you by my side.

After all, I realized that my heart isn’t the only broken one here. There is something wrong with yours too because it’s incapable of love and that’s one of its main functions.

I know I’m going to find a cure and heal mine but you’ll never be able to heal yours. And my dear, that’s my victory.