Vai-te lixar por teres magoado a rapariga simpática que tinha medo de te amar

She didn’t want to fall in love with you. Isso era o que ela mais temia.

She tried to avoid you because she knew her heart was going to defy what her mind wanted. She knew her heart had made another decision—a decision she knew she would regret.

She didn’t even want to like you, let alone love you. And then, all of a sudden, she found herself in a situation she couldn’t control anymore.

Every time she saw you, she felt butterflies in her stomach. Every time someone mentioned your name, a smile sneaked up on her face. She knew you were bad for her, but her heart wouldn’t listen.

She knew she shouldn’t love you and she feared to love you. Her heart had been broken too many times before and she knew the feeling too well.

Infelizmente, desta vez o seu coração não lhe deu outra alternativa senão bater e sofrer por ti.

Ela tinha medo de o amar porque já tinha passado por isso. Ela sabia o que a esperava.

She knew one person will get out of this with their heart shattered into a million pieces and that person won’t be you.

Ela tinha medo de o amar porque sabia que essa falsa felicidade a cegava temporariamente.

Este sentimento de excitação de curta duração, a esperança de ter finalmente encontrado o verdadeiro amor, fez com que ela perdesse o rumo.

It made her forget about her past and about all those times she’d been happy at the beginning—and wounded and hurt at the end.

Ela teve medo de te amar porque tu lhe deste esperança. Deixaste-a acreditar que eras o verdadeiro homem para ela. Sorrias-lhe como se ela fosse a única pessoa no mundo que te interessava.

You took her hand and hugged her when she needed your touch. But none of these things were sincere. None of it was real. This wasn’t unconditional love—it was something completely else.

Estavas a desperdiçar o tempo dela e a dar-lhe falsas esperanças. Isto foi aproveitares-te do seu coração mole.

She was scared to love you because she knew you would disappear with no closure at all, not even a goodbye or you would make false excuses and stupid reasons which she wouldn’t understand.

Sabia que ficaria sozinha, sem esperança de saber o que tinha feito de errado, apesar de a culpa nunca ter sido sua.

Ela tinha medo de te amar porque sabia que se ia magoar.

She is a girl with a soft and sensitive heart. She is just an ordinary girl who didn’t want to love you in the first place. You sneaked up on her and seduced her heart with empty words and your false appearance.

You enchanted her wearing your ‘good guy’ mask. You’ve hurt her because you never cared about her.

Nunca se preocupou em perguntar a si próprio porque é que ela estava tão assustada ou o que é que ela passou e porquê she doesn’t want to trust you.

You didn’t ask any of those questions because you didn’t want them answered.

You needed someone to be there for you—someone to talk to you, someone to love you. She did all that and all she got in return was heartbreak and some more pain.

A única coisa que conseguiu foi chorar no seu quarto a meio da noite, vendo as paredes a estreitarem-se à sua volta.

Teve vontade de se arrancar da pele para acabar com a dor. Era demasiado para ela aguentar. Queria rastejar para o lugar mais escuro do mundo, sozinha, e morrer.

When you hurt her, she dwelled in pain and she kept asking herself why she can’t be loved the way she deserves. She knows how to love and she has loved before.

So, why can’t she even get to experience even the smallest portion of the love she has for others on her own skin?

Love showed her its bitchy face. To her, love is every time she has made a mistake, every time she was the one who wasn’t trying enough. To her, love is that ‘It’s not you, it’s me’ sentence.

Para ela, o amor é um sentimento de abandono sem razão aparente. É claro que ela tem medo de amar.

O amor bateu-lhe com a porta na cara sempre que ela estava prestes a entrar.

Despite all she went through. Despite her warning you and telling you she doesn’t want to be with you, you continued to push her. And what’s even worse, she became even more interesting because she didn’t want you.

Em vez de a deixar ir and keeping her heart safe from you, you chose to be selfish. You chose to play with her to fulfill your needs and toss her away when you’d had enough.