Una carta para ti cuando sientes que a nadie le importa

Te levantas por la mañana no porque estés deseando ver lo que te tiene preparado el día siguiente, sino porque tienes que hacerlo.

You don’t look forward to seeing people and you’re not looking forward to new mornings and days because you forgot how amazing feels.

Even if something amazing happens, you probably wouldn’t be able to notice it. Because you’re too busy feeling alone.

Desde el momento en que abres los ojos este sentimiento te abruma. Te despiertas con un susurro en el oído que te dice que a nadie le importa.

It tells you how you need to say, “I’m fine,” whenever someone asks you how you’ve been or how you shouldn’t tell others about your issues because nobody really cares.

You get up, strip off your clothes and get under the shower. You let the water roll down your face while you continue thinking that there isn’t a person in this world who could understand you.

You feel like you’re the only one, like you’re alone. So you end up getting out of that shower feeling tired even before your day started, but you somehow resist the urge to crawl back to your bed.

¿Es ésta realmente la vida que quieres tener? ¿Es realmente así como quieres vivir? ¿Sentirte cansado, sentir que a nadie le importa, que nadie te entiende?

Aren’t you tired of feeling tired? Aren’t you tired of constantly bringing yourself down?

At one point you’ll have to snap out of it. At one point you’ll have to find the strength to deja de ser tóxico.

You’re the toxic one here. You’re hurting yourself. And you need to stop.

You have to stop hurting yourself and decide to take care of yourself for a change. Because if you don’t do it, nobody else will be able to help you.

En algún momento, en la comodidad de tu cama, olvidaste lo agradable y cálido que puede ser tener a alguien a quien realmente le importes.

Olvidaste lo que se siente al no sentirse solo, lo que se siente al esperar con ilusión un nuevo día y nuevas cosas increíbles que la vida puede darte.

You might be unable to see it now, but this feeling of loneliness doesn’t come when nobody cares. It comes when the person you care utterly about doesn’t really care about you back.

There isn’t an uglier feeling than to see that the person you’d do anything for wouldn’t even do half of the things you’re ready to do.

Only then your self-doubt starts and once that avalanche has been started, it won’t take long until it buries you.

You start feeling like you’re not good enough. You start thinking how you can’t do a single thing right and you start hating yourself and your life for not being lovable.

Pero lo peor de todo es que empiezas a sentir que a nadie le importa. Y todo esto lo haces tú solo.

En lugar de culpar a la persona adecuada, acabas achacando todas las malas acciones de una sola persona a todas las demás personas de tu vida. Y poco a poco empiezas a alejar a la gente.

Because of this one person who did you wrong, who didn’t reciprocate your feelings, you end up thinking that we’re all the same. But we’re not.

You’re just temporarily blinded by emotions, but once you’re okay, you’ll see you’ve been projecting the insecurities of one person onto all the people around you. And that’s what you shouldn’t have done.

Así que, mañana, cuando abras los ojos, decídete a esperar con ilusión ese día. Sonríe antes de levantarte de la cama y, mientras empiezas a quitarte la ropa para ducharte, ponte a cantar.

And then continue singing. And then get out of the shower and play some music. Let it be a song you’ll continue playing in your head.

Al día siguiente, haz lo mismo. Y al día siguiente, y al siguiente.

Sonríe a tu fe y da la bienvenida a tu nuevo día con una canción, preparado para ver todas las cosas asombrosas que te llegarán ese día.

En cuanto a the person who doesn’t care about you and because of whom you started feeling unlovable and unworthy and not good enough of others’ attention, well, there is only one thing you could do and that’s to walk away.

Even when it might be hard to do it, even if you don’t want to hear it now, it’s the truth and I’m gonna drop it right here-sometimes you have to be your own hero and guard your own heart because a person you utterly care about doesn’t care about you at all.

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Darling, you’re the only one in charge of your life and if you don’t love it, how do you expect anyone else to love you?

Whatever disturbs your peace, whoever makes you feel unimportant, unworthy or miserable- then they don’t deserve you and you’re allowed to walk away.

Once you walk away from such darkness, you’ll come to a daylight and you’ll be able to clearly see that there are people who truly care about you.

There are people who want to know how your day was, who’d like to go to the movies with you and who’d enjoy grabbing a beer at the bar with you.

Aléjate de lo que te hace sentir miserable. Deja de alejar a la gente buena. Aprende a volver a enamorarte de tu vida.

Cuida de ti mismo. Ocúpate de tu felicidad. Cuando te preocupas, los demás tienden a seguirte.